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“thanks, but i could’ve handled that.” he snickered, puffing his chest out in confidence. “i’m sure you could’ve, but let's head out of this dark forest and then you can keep boasting about your strength.” you snickered, which led to sapnap laughing gleefully with you. together you walked out of the forest, content with your traveling.

though when you did finally manage to leave the dark forest it was clear the sun would be setting soon, and the night was never a safe place. you paused, tugging at the end’s of your shirt while glancing up at the sky. sapnap had moved to stand close beside you, placing a hand on your shoulder to get your attention. “lets get home before the monsters spawn, it looks like it might rain too.” as much as he enjoyed the rain, it wasn’t pleasant to travel home in.

with a small hum you nodded, “where’d we leave the boat?” that got him to pause, sapnap letting out a little ‘um’. another small laugh left you, patting at his arm before grabbing his hand. “c’mon, we left it by the oak forest rather than the dark forest.” he chuckled bashfully in response, “uh- right I knew that.”

you rolled your eyes, “i’m sure you did sap.” sapnap scoffed at your sarcastic doubtfulness, but let himself be led nonetheless, content with his hand in yours. a warmth spread through him, blooming at where your palms connected. it was like a tingle in his arm that flooded his chest, a smile grew on his expression, subconsciously squeezing your hand a little tighter. he liked the feeling you gave him, a lot.

while you walked you had become more aware of his hand in yours, not like it was unusual for you to hold hands, but that never made it any less nice. finally you found the boat, hesitantly letting go of his hand, biting your tongue to prevent a frown from forming. “lets get home!” instead you smiled, gesturing for sapnap to get in the boat first.

he rolled his eyes, “your wish is my command, but must you make me do all the work?” a low snicker followed his words. you only followed his snicker with a tiny bout of laughter. “you say that but i’m the one trading for the map we got and killing the mobs.” as you settled down you poked between his shoulder blades. sapnap shook his head in amusement, glancing back at you. your attention focused on his expression, dark amber almost brown eyes that seemed to glow in the dimming sun, the sweat that just barely laced his forehead after your long day, and his smile that made your heart swell.

sapnap rose a brow, “you want an autograph along with your picture?” he snickered when you hit his shoulder. “get back to rowing boat boy.” you huffed, a blush quickly spreading across your face. that only made him laugh harder, though he complied without a word.

most of the ride was filled with the sound of the paddles moving through the water or light conversation, mostly over what you would do when you got home. though when it was silent you were slowly becoming acutely aware of just how close you were. the fact you could hear his breathing every now and then, or how close your knees were to his back, even how his shoulder blades moved when he rowed the paddles. your face flushed further, messing with the ends of your shirt. you refused to mention it or point anything out to him, not wanting to endure a relentless amount of teasing.

before sapnap could notice your flushed state, and even when you were almost home, his former prediction had ended up true. you glanced up when a droplet hit you, quick to shield your eyes from the incoming rain. “ugh really? we’re almost home and everything.” he grumbled. “yeah, hopefully it doesn’t get too hard though.” you murmured, still covering your eyes while looking back down.

the rain clung to the back of your shirt, slipping past your armor. it was the same for sapnap, uncomfortably webbing his two shirts to his back and arms. soon your home came into view, and sapnap was quick to dock the boat while you both hurried inside. you held the door open for him, and he couldn’t help but make a sarcastic comment, “how gentlemen-ly of you.” that brought a laugh from your throat while you closed the door, kicking your shoes off.

“only the most chivalrous acts for you.” you retorted quickly, both of you snickering together. he shook his head while you tugged at the ends of your shirt. sapnap was the first to actually get undressed and out of the wet clothes, tugging his shirts off his head while unsteadily walking to your room. 

you stared at his back for a moment before shaking your head, snapping out of it. this was no time to admire him, you needed to get out of your wet clothes, and asap. a large white shirt sat on the back of a chair, and that caught your eye. slowly you glanced between the door sapnap had closed and the door. you knew the shirt was freshly taken off the drying line this morning, considering you’d been the one to wake up early and do it, not willingly of course. 

before you could even think it through, or overthink actually, you had already started peeling your wet shirt off, tugging the extra large, white shirt on. it fit perfectly, or well, it covered all the way down past your knees. a smile bloomed across your face, tugging your combat pants off and sliding a dry pair of sweatpants on, comfortable and content.

as soon as you finished getting dressed sapnap walked out of the room, a loose gray shirt and sweatpants on as his pajamas. he stared at you for a moment, raising a brow while gesturing to your clothes, “my shirt huh?” you stared right back at him, “your shirt’s nice, its mine now.” you smiled boldly at him while walking to the kitchen. 

a laugh left him after you started walking, “keep it, you look cute in it.” sapnap smiled, following you. your face lit up in a blush again, but sapnap didn’t stop there, “maybe that should be your pajamas.” 

his arms slid around your waist, resting his head ontop of your’s. you rolled your eyes, “only if you insist.” glancing up at sapnap after a moment. he lifted his head to look down at you, “if it gets you to wear my shirt all the time i’ll insist all the time then.” after speaking he leaned his head down, gently kissing your forehead. 

The dynamic in the apartment was...interesting to say the least

In the two years of living together, it had shifted a lot

In the beginning, you and Sapnap had been... less than cordial to each other

Both eighteen, fresh out of high school, off to college thinking that you knew everything.

There was lots of fighting, to say the least.

All of the “No it’s your turn to vacuum”, and “I swear to god Sapnap I will punt you halfway across the world if you eat my pineapple again”

The only reason you didn’t slit each other’s throats was that if the other person was dead, who would pay rent?

It was the summer before college started at the time, and you were working long hours minimum wage so coming]’/ home to an annoying prick caused a crap ton of conflict

After a few months of being little bitches to each other, y’all got piss drunk in the apartment and it all just sorta fell apart

Got that good drunk therapy, spilling your deepest secrets

(y’all were underage but shhh)

So by the time college started, the two of you had become actual friends and started enjoying each others company

A few months into the friendship, you encouraged him to post the video of “Minecraft, but it’s Raining Cats and Dogs” on a whim

Lmao little did you know what you had created (we’ll get to that later)

You mocked his train of thought constantly, laughing at the timing of it all.

“Ahhh yes, I am Sapnap, the genius who thought it’d be great to become a YouTuber while in my first year of college.”

He’d always just laugh and roll his eyes, playfully shoving you while stealing your chips.

The next few months were a haze of studying, work, and him.

It was truly a friendship of convenience since you guys were so busy, him starting his youtube career, and you working restaurants, then school on top of that, it was just easy to find friendship in your roommate.

Of course, he had his close friends which he spoke to over the internet, and you had your friends from back home, but as for college, it really was only him.

You guys had a fun time just hanging around the apartment, and it became so easy to be friends with him

And it WAS truly platonic (we’ll get back to that as well)

The best thing he brought to the friendship was his animals

You got on fabulously with Cash and the cats

They were all so cuddly and honestly loved you more than him lmao

You guys were just trying to get degrees and not be too stupid, was that too much to ask???

Well to a certain 2020, it was

The beginning of that year was great.

He was sorta realizing that he liked putting himself on social media, but on top of that, it seemed like a great start to a year.

February brought him to twitch, which you loved

You found it hilarious how he would just sorta play games and have people watch him live.

But you were incredibly supportive, as a friend, of course

He really liked it so, you tried to ignore the shouting at three am, and the loud anthems at night

Sure you’d give him hell in the morning, but why kill his fun?

March started great, as it was his birthday.

You got him a glittery lighter as a gag, but it was the perfect gift for a broke-ass college student

Then a certain pandemic came a-knockin’ on y’all’s door

It was a hard hit on both of you.

An executive decision was made that you two would stay put, but being away from your families was incredibly tough.

That spring was the birth of The SMP.

It brought him so much joy, which in turn made you happier.

The rest of the school year was a blur of zooms and test

Nick nearly killed you on multiple occasions when you made fun of the fact that he was learning computer science over the computer or made him help you figure out what the fuck zoom was since it was tangentially related to his major

“SAP HELP ME YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS ITS YOUR FUCKING MAJOR!!!”

“NO, IT’S- AHHHHHHHHH”

Yall got more than a handful of noise complaints shhhh

That summer was fill was spent trying to fill the time in weird ways

Note to self, he can’t cook (which you learned the hard way)

Yall spent so much time trying to cook and bake, then sweating off the calories working out with The Fitness Marshall lmao

As sucky as the situation was, that summer was so incredibly fun for the both of you, and truthfully the only arguments were about what music to blast

“Y/n I swear if I listen to Cosmicandy one more time I will drown you.”

“Well if I hear American Idiot one more time someone’s knee caps are getting harvested.”

(that argument was settled with Elton John.)

When school started up again that fall, something shifted

After a year of actual friendship, you guys were no longer just friends, and the tension was so thick it could be cut with a knife

You had watched every single one of his streams since day one, but within 2 seconds of his Love or Host, you felt the need to hurl for some peculiar reason

It was bizarre because there was no way you could ever like him, of course not.

Within the apartment, you guys suddenly got a lot more touchy, but only because it was getting cold with winter and all that jazz.

It wasn’t because yall were secretly in love, what is this, a romcom?

The number of times you guys woke up on the couch, definitely not cuddling was too many to count

You started sitting in his room while he streamed, definitely not watching him with heart eyes because of how excited he got

He always had a pot of coffee full and a 6-pack of monster in the fridge since he knew you ran on spite and caffeine, and definitely not so that he could spend more time with you in the early hours of the morning.

The laundry started getting all mixed around, resulting in just sharing any sweats, hoodies, or socks.

The same thing went for food.

No longer was anything labeled with a name, if it was in the fridge, it was fair game (unless there was a post-it because come on, yall weren’t monsters)

But no, y’all were just roommates, not dating, lets make that clear.

Feelings? We don’t know her.

This entire time, his friends have had to hear about you rip.

But they got front row seats to your relationship development

“OMG my roommate is the worst she ate all of the frozen strawberries”

“Y/n kidnapped Storm all day while she studied and I thought I lost the fucking cat asjvdk”

“I had to run down and talk to the landlord because we dropped a pot of pasta sauce all over the carpet and couldn’t get the damn stain out.”

“She is so nice in preparation for a family dinner zoom, she ran out to the local Filipino food place and pick stuff up.”

“Sorry I’m late I overslept and didn’t want to wake up Y/n.”

They weren’t stupid, and could clearly see how whipped he was.

Dream and Geroge teased him about it constantly.

“Woah, calm down Sap, you should probably tell her you love her before you propose.”

“Yeah Dream’s right, it’s kinda weird that you’re living together before ever dating.”

He always flushed and denied it with a shake of his head.

He wasn’t into you, are they crazy?

Quackity and Karl messed with him in more unorthodox ways

There are a solid number of clips where they are fake crying over how he’s cheating on them, and even more tweets to match

It only got worse when you met them accidentally.

He was chatting post-stream on a video channel with George, Dream, Karl, and Quackity, and just his luck, you came into his room.

Like of all the times you could walk in, it was the time he was with his five closest friends but I digress

“Yo I got some extra tips yesterday so I picked up some extra Red Bull if you want to do one of your weird all-nighter streams.”

“Y/n I’m on channel.”

“Oh shit sorry my b. Catch.”

All the guys heard was a thud and a groan from Sapnap as the six-pack hit him in the chest.

Dream was the one to recognize your name.

“WAIT IS THAT Y/N I WANT TO MEET THEM!”

You could hear Dream’s voice through his headphones

“Sap… who is that?”

“No one. I’ll be out in a sec to help with dinner.”

You could hear a British voice come through.

“Oh so we are no one now, huh.”

Another voice piped through.

“Common... ¿Qué intentas ocultar?”

You cut in.

“Your headset it shit my guy. I can hear everything. I’m down to talk to them.”

He let out a groan.

“Fine. But you’re gonna have to do the dishes tonight.”

“Deal. Now move.”

“What? No.”

“Fine bitch.”

You collapsed onto his lap, plucking the headphones off of him.

“Hello, Sapnap’s friends. I am Y/n. A pleasure to meet y’all. Can you hear me?”

You heard a series of laughs through the headset, and a voice came through.

“Yes, we can see you too. I’m Karl, it’s so nice to finally meet his girlfriend.”

A blush rose on both of your faces, and another voice came through.

“Yeah, we’ve heard lots about you. Plus we can’t see your face in that picture Sap sent us. I’m Quackity”

That remark stopped your embarrassment in its tracks.

“What the fuck? How do you guys know me? I’m not even his girlfriend? And what picture?”

Sapnap grabbed your arm to calm you down as another voice cut in, but his one you recognized as his friend Dream.

“Hey, it’s okay. He just talks about you a bit, and the picture I believe was of you holding like three cats with like a red bull can on your head.”

“Jesus fucking christ why do they have that photo??”

He looked guilty but chuckled.

“Because that photo is a damn masterpiece.”

Karl’s voice came back in with a giggled.

“Soooo, Y/n we’d love to hear about you. Specifically anything funny or embarrassing that you have learned by living with him.”

Sapnap let out a groan from behind you as you went off.

“WELL lemme tell y’all, he has no cooking knowledge, well I mean, now he does, but one time, about a year ago, I had I been keeping a pot of water boiling for about an hour, soft boiling eggs, cooing noodles, blanching bok choy, etc. but this fucking genius is like ‘oH tHe HaNdLe Is StIcKiNg OuT. LeMmE mOvE iT wItH mY bArE hAnD.’ Needless to say, he burnt the crap outta his hand and kept the bag of frozen blueberries on it for the entire night. It took me like a solid five seconds to actually help him because I was laughing.”

By the time you had finished that story, you had seen Nick roll his eyes like 5 five times while the rest of the guys were wheezing.

“Yeah, well remember the time you were trying to imitate Rapunzel after we had watched it over Zoom with my sister, and you swung the edge of the frying pan into our head and got a nasty bump on it? At least I moved quick enough to put some ice on it.”

“Ice? It was the damn leftover Slushy that I had been freezing.”

“True, but you got to drink it after, so it was a win-win situation.”

“Sap, I had a bump the size of a golfball coming off of my temple. There was no winning.”

“Fine, you’re just making me sound like such a shit roommate.”

“No that’s not true, you do all of the talking to the landlord, and you at least tried to muffle the noise when you stream.”

“I guess that’s true, but you do like 80% of the cleaning.”

“Yeah but only because you’re working. Plus in the past 6 months, you’ve made coffee every morning, AND made sure I was taking my meds.”

“Those things aren’t that hard and I do it to make sure you don’t die because I lo- care about you.”

“What?”

“What?”

You heard Dream’s wheeze laugh and remembered that you guys were still on call.

“Smooth.”

You both went red, and Sap moved his arm around you to leave the channel.

The next few moments were complete torture, the two of you just sitting in silence.

You were wondering if he meant what he was about to say and he was scared that you had heard it.

He was the one to break the silence. (mind you you’re still sitting on his lap lmao)

“I’m sorry about that.”

You weren’t sure how to respond. Should you ask him if he meant it? Because that wouldn’t be that bad. Or just pretend it never happened. Nah that’d be hella awkward. Or-

“I love you too.”

“You what?”

Wow, okay your brain is being a little bitch rn, but fuck it. Balls to the walls baby.

“I love you, and I have for a while now. I just want you to know.”

You finally looked him in the eye, and he was grinning like the Cheshire Cat.

“Thank god. I love you, and nearly fucking told you for the first time in front of my friends accidentally. Damn, I’m smooth.”

You laughed and he smiled wider.

“Can I kiss you?”

After a quick nod he swooped in and holy hell his lips felt great. His arm wound around your waist and your hands made their way to his jaw as he pulled you closer to him.

You were parked on the back road for the usual late night smoke session with Sapnap. He was already a few hits in before he picked you up. You had a stressful day at work being a waiter/waitress and were ready to blow off some steam. He understood and offered to pick you for you both to vibe out with music. 

Time passed after sharing the dab pen back and forth only a few times. Despite how much you smoke, your tolerance was still lower than what you’d expect. Sapnap hummed along to a song he knew from the playlist you put on the bluetooth. It was dark as it could be at midnight and the only light was from the dash. The blue lights were lighting up Sapnap’s face.

From many nightly sessions, you guys found out how cuddly you both got when you’d get high. It wasn’t unusual for you guys to cuddle. You’ve been dating for a few months now. You shrunk down and curled up to his side while propping yourself up on the middle arm rest that separated you two. Sapnap was already reclined a little for his comfort, but you could still lean on him. The song changed and once it came through the speakers, your mind began to flood with thoughts. The song was an Arctic Monkeys’ song. The only ones you listened to were the ones you add to a certain type of playlist. 

You couldn’t help but think about Sapnap. Gentle, yet strong. You looked up at him and he stopped humming. His face looked relaxed but silenced. His eyes closed as if he was imaging something. With your head foggy with smoke as you stretched up and kissed him. He seemed surprised, but didn’t move. He broke apart from you and lazily opened his eyes. 

“I like this song,” he mumbled. He had a slight smirk on his face. Despite being high, you were thinking the same thing. Without any worries, you held yourself up and climbed over to straddle his lap. He smirked in admiration while looking up at you. His hands were placed on your thighs to hold you before you laid against him. One of his hands slowly made its way from your thigh all the way up to the back of your neck. His glossy eyes stared up at you as you laid on top of him.