#sangwook

B - Body Part:

His favorite of himself: The strength of his hands and his physical power. Not out of vanity, but because they are his only tools for survival, fighting, and doing his "job" (whether as a hitman or protecting others).

His favorite of his partner: Your eyes or your smile. He is very observant and contemplative. He is drawn to the goodness and denial of despair he sees in people. He would want to see that light reflected in your eyes or in a genuine smile, a contrast to the darkness of his own life.

C - Cum:

Sang-wook wouldn't care about a specific destination. However, due to his rugged and possessive personality hidden beneath his distant exterior, he would want to be able to finish inside you, as he considers it an act of deep intimacy he wouldn't share with just anyone.

But given the apocalyptic situation and the lack of access to safe contraceptives, Sang-wook would prioritize safety. He would be practical and avoid the risk of pregnancy. His preference would be to finish outside or use the pull-out method. While he values intimacy, his sense of responsibility would outweigh the desire to finish inside.

D - Dirty Secret:

His dirty secret is a fascination with total submission that borders on coercive control. It's not enough for you to just say "yes"; he needs to see and feel the absolute negation of any resistance, a complete physical and emotional surrender. Although he would never cause you unnecessary harm, the idea of having such power over someone is exciting, knowing that his strength is absolute and the other person implicitly trusts he won't cross the line.

E - Experience:

A lot, but dry. He is a 32-year-old man who has been a construction worker and a hitman. He has had purely physical and casual encounters, perhaps as a way to relieve tension or in the context of his "gangster" life. It's very likely he knows what he's doing physically, but lacks the emotional and intimate experience.

F - Favourite Position:

Doggy Style or any position that gives him a sense of control and domination without needing to be soft or romantic. It allows him to be strong and rough without having to deal with the visual intimacy that he would find uncomfortable.

G - Goofy:

Extremely serious. Any attempt at humor on his part will be harsh sarcasm or a taunt. He is not a person who laughs easily, especially in an intimate context, where he is more likely to be focused with an acute gaze.

H - Hair:

Unkempt, but naturally clean. He is "not someone who cares much about his appearance." He is likely to have body hair, especially a bit of pubic hair, but due to his lifestyle he is likely to shower regularly. His scruffy beard and hair support this.

I - Intimacy:

Rough, physical, and then unexpectedly tender. Sex would start as a release of tension, strong and straightforward, according to his brusque nature. However, his growing humanity suggests that since he trusts you, that rough edge would break. It would end with a simple, profound gesture, like taking your hand and smiling.

J - Jack off:

Yes, but sporadically. It would be an activity to discharge the physical and mental stress of his stressful life as a worker, probably alone or with a drink.

K - Kink:

Functional Bondage. The scene where he is seen torturing a bound hostage demonstrates that he is familiar with the use of restraint and ties. He could find a dark pleasure in using those restraints, not to cause pain, but to increase intensity and the feeling of control.

L - Location:

Wherever he feels safe. Given his circumstances, the most accessible location is not necessarily the most private, but the one that offers the maximum security against being discovered or interrupted. This could be an abandoned car in the parking lot, the market at night, or, finally, in the privacy of an apartment in the building.

M - Motivation:

He is excited by the idea of you focusing on his scar and not avoiding it. That you touch it, kiss it, or even bite it with intention, transforming his pain into desire.

He also gets aroused by being taken or used by you with an overwhelming physical urgency. As he is a dom in sex, he finds it exciting when you make an exception and he can be the passive object of your crude and desperate desire. He wants his strength to be the tool that is demanded and utilized.

N - NO:

Disrespect or unnecessary cruelty. Despite his brutality, Sang-wook is guided by a strict code: punishing evil with evil. He wouldn't like a sexual game that felt like cruel and meaningless torture, as his violence is reserved for those he doesn't consider good people.

O - Oral:

He has a preference for giving. He is a man of action, not words, and he likes to be in a position where he can focus and execute a task. Furthermore, giving is an act of service that aligns with the side of his personality that strives to protect others.

P - Pace:

Strong and rough, especially at the beginning. His physical strength is almost supernatural, and his ability to ignore physical pain allows him to go at a pace that would be exhausting for most. However, as the relationship progresses, the pace would soften out of respect for you.

Q - Quickie:

Ideal and frequent. Quickies are efficient and risky, which fits perfectly with life in the apocalypse. It is a way to relieve tension quickly without the pressure of a prolonged romantic encounter.

R - Risk:

Moderately willing to experiment. He would agree to try new things if you ask him, as long as it doesn't break his code of honor or make him seem vulnerable. He is not one to shy away from a challenge or a physical risk.

S - Stamina:

Very high. Given his strength and tolerance for pain, he has the stamina to endure several rounds, even with serious injuries. He is a man who keeps fighting when others pass out.

T - Toys:

He doesn't have any, but he would use what's available. He is practical and frugal, he wouldn't buy toys. If something were available and you asked him to, he would use it, as long as it was practical (for example, something to tie/restrain).

U - Unfair:

He is not a natural provocateur. Provocation would require playing with emotions, and he tries to stay away from that. However, his intense gaze is, in itself, a form of provocation. He might watch you in silence, without touching you, until your desperation for his attention forces you to approach him.

V - Volume:

Silent or with low growls. He is not someone who raises his voice, as he is accustomed to being stealthy and keeping his guard up. His sounds would be contained growls of pleasure, very low, unless he is at the height of intensity.

W - Wild Card:

The steel apartment door closed with a dull thud, muffling the distant screams. The cold sweat of adrenaline still glistened on your forehead.

Sang-wook let go of the door only to grab your hip, his fingers digging into the fabric with possessive strength.

"Are you okay?" you gasped, your voice trembling from the tension and danger you had just eluded.

His dark, bright eyes locked onto yours. There was no negotiation, only desire.

"I need you now" he dictated, his voice a deep murmur that sounded more dangerous than any monster.

He effortlessly lifted you, your legs wrapping around his waist, and carried you to that old, dusty sofa. The kisses were not gentle; they were demanding, as if he was trying to extract the fear from your mouth and replace it with a cruder taste. He ripped off your clothes with hands that did not know how to be delicate, but were precise.

When he entered you, there was no preamble. It was a brutal, direct thrust that made you gasp against his neck, feeling the hardness of his scar against your skin.

"Look at me, T/N" he ordered, his eyes fixed, searching for proof that you were there, alive and with him.

The shock of your bodies was the only sound in that deserted floor, loud, rhythmic, a war drum against the apocalypse. It wasnt romantic, it was survival made sex, a crude affirmation of life in the face of death.

You clung to his neck, whispering his name like a prayer, and he growled, that low, contained sound, knowing that, at that moment, he was the only one you truly needed.

X - X Ray:

Large and visibly firm. His slender physique contrasts with his strength. His penis would be prominent and the kind of member that looks veiny when excited, reflecting his musculature and the raw nature of his personality.

Y - Yearning:

High, but repressed. His sexual desire exists, but is constantly contained by his priorities for survival. When he finally gives in to his desire, it is an intense release of all the pressure and pain he has been carrying.

Z - ZZZ:

You'd seen it first, and most often, with the group downstairs. Any time there seemed to be a moment of rest between everything going wrong, someone would find something to lose their heads about. The shop owner was the worst of them, constantly screaming about what was his and who was worth saving.

At first, the tall stranger hadn't seemed to care what anyone thought. He'd stalk through the room, cigarette hanging from his mouth and shoulders held high, carrying on with whatever business he had deemed important to himself. And then, after you had all seen him kill Yoon-jae with his own hands, it was like something snapped in him.

"Why did you do it?" You asked quietly, breaking the silence in the stockroom as he sits behind the counter. You'd been sitting in silence for a while now, watching dust settle as it fell from cracked ceiling tiles. You'd been surprised he'd let you sit in the same room at all, much less let you open a bottle of soju as you sat in the silence. He had simply looked at you after you spoke, no change in his expression, no sign that he would engage in the conversation at all.

"Why did you try to lock yourself outside of the gate?" You clarify the question, and you almost miss the way his eyes seem to change. His expression softens slightly, and he looks ahead again. The silence is long, and you are almost convinced that maybe you'd never said anything aloud.

"It's to keep the monsters out." his voice is low and rough, as if he hadn't used it in a while. You eyes are on him again in an instant, watching the way his face falls and his eyes fix to his hands.

"The gate?" Your words are met with silence again, forcing them into being rhetorical rather than a call for response.

It felt like a blow, realizing what he meant. You had been struck into a stupor that night, after watching him as he brought the hammer down again and again, seeing his skin stained with red before the man beneath him had stopped fighting. And then, a different kind of silence when you watched him stumble to his feet and drag the man out of the building and into the rain.

He had been shaking, stumbling over each step and struggling to stay upright at all after what they'd been through. And yet, he managed to pull Su-ung and Min-ju's bodies into the lobby of the building before walking back out into the rain, and beginning to pull the gate back down with himself outside.

He thought of himself as a monster. He had tried to lock himself out where he thought he belonged, and the realization makes your skin begin to burn with the need to tell him otherwise. To prove otherwise.

"You're not a monster." You refute what he hasn't said as you stand from the small table, walking toward the counter he sits at.

He keeps his head down, shaking it slightly as he busies his hands, pulling out a cigarette from a half-crushed box. He doesn't move to light it, he simply pulls it up and lets it fall again, then repeats the motion. You fight the urge to touch him, to set your hand on his shoulder as if it would provide some sort of comfort. To hold him as if he wasn't a stranger and you weren't yourself falling apart with every day that passes in this new world.

"Sangwook." Your voice is soft, gentle as it carries a name you're not sure you should say. You weren't even meant to know it, as far as you were aware.

He looks up instantly at the sound, whether out of surprise or anger you're not sure, but the expression on his face feels like another blow to the chest as his eyes meet yours. His eyebrows are pulled together, twitching slightly as he looks up at you with wide, wet eyes, lines of skin cleaned by tears shining slightly in the dim light.

"You are not a monster." You force the words out, knowing that they need to be said louder than whatever it was that was being repeated in his head. You were sure, because you had your own screaming in your head.

he'll find out that you live in the green home. you lived in room 806, and the thought of you living that close to a man like choi yoon-jae made him nervous

he'll slowly but surely grow closer to you. he's wary of everyone at first and he doesn't know what it is about you, but he likes being around you and you make him feel normal. more accepted and welcomed he'd felt in a long time

he'll practically become your body-guard. he'll give you a weapon to defend yourself but that's only used when he isn't around. he wouldn't want you going into the rest of the building without him so it wouldn't be needed unless an emergency

he'll realize he likes you romantically after you offer to clean up his wounds. after yoon-jae's death, his nerves decrease about him being a threat to you, but they don't ever completely fade even though he's dead

you'll treat him so delicately, almost like someone would a flower. you'd talk to him while you bandaged him and your laugh would be the most beautiful sound he'd ever heard

his heart would clench and he'd try to shake those newfound feelings for you away as soon as he realized they were there. he didn't want a romantic relationship, there was no point

he cared too much about you. he didn't want you to die and with the circumstances, death was becoming more and more likely by the minute. he didn't want his heart to break once you did end up dying

you developed feelings for him faster than he did for you. as soon as you saw him you knew he was the bad boy type, but there was something more about him that didn't make sense with his demeanor

as you got to know him, you realized he had such a pure heart. he was a good person underneath that tough exterior and rugged appearance

you would be the one to confess to him. it would probably be in a silent moment alone, whispered under your breath to where you thought he couldn't hear. but he did

he would sit in shock for a few moments, long enough to where you thought he didn't hear you like you hoped, until he whispered back, "you do?"

you would only nod, and a small, yet visible smile would form on his lips. he didn't want to have feelings for you, but he couldn't stop it. every aspect about you had him head over heels

you would end up dating after that, and your relationship wouldn't really change too much

he wouldn't be a big pda person. no one in the green home trusts each other and he worries that someone will use you against him. he will rest a hand on the small of your back when walking together or have his hand on your knee if you sit next to him. not enough to raise suspicion but enough to comfort him

in private he's a lot different though. he'll always have a hand on you whenever you're alone. he loves touching you because it calms him down so much. he gets lost in his thoughts a lot and it shows through sometimes, but holding onto you would make it disappear

sang-wook has major heart eyes for you. he can hide them decently well but anyone with a brain will see how his usually hardened gaze will soften whenever he looks at you. he'll get a dumb smile on his face sometimes if he doesn't control himself

he thinks a lot about how someone like you could love someone like him. he'll fall asleep thinking about how lucky he got, being able to call you his

he's the softest man alive. you'll get weird looks from the other residents about how you're together, mostly out of curiosity or concern. he's so cold to everyone else but he is so gentle with you

the two of you sleep cuddled up to each other. it calms him, being able to listen to your breathing which reassures him that you're alive. he'll usually sleep with your back against his chest and his head into your neck

other nights he'd sleep on his back and you'll rest your head on his chest. you like being able to hear the beating of his heart just as much as he likes to hear your breathing at night

though, sometimes he'll need to be held by you. it doesn't matter what position, as long as he's wrapped up in your arms somehow. you could be laying down on your back and his head will be on your chest. you'd play with his hair and he'll melt into your arms

he always has an emotionless expression on his face but you can always read it. if he's worried or anxious you'd be able to tell because of the way his eyebrows furrow up. if he's happy his lips will be slightly upturned. you get really good at it

he's very protective of you. if he sees someone look at you weirdly he'll glare at them. if someone tries to flirt with you he'll come up to you and glare at them too

he doesn't get jealous easily because of the trust he has in you, but it still happens sometimes. especially when someone just doesn't take no for an answer. that's always when he'll come up to you and stop the situation altogether by taking you somewhere else

he's a really caring person. if you have asthma, he will genuinely stop smoking for you. he did it in the show and i have no doubt that he would do it for you too

the only thing he wants in life is for you to be safe and for your life to continue. if him stopping smoking helps with that he'd absolutely do it

your first kiss you share with him, he initiates. he'll ask you for consent and when he gets it, he kisses you so gently you feel like your heart will burst out of your chest

his hand will tilt your chin up to meet his lips and he'd be so soft whenever he kisses you. it's so different than what people would be expecting because of his demeanor and appearance but it is exactly what you thought your first kiss with him would be like

the way he kisses all depends on you. if you want soft and gentle kisses, that's what you'll get. if you want a make out session he'll give you one. he lives to please

if you're shorter than him (he's 6'1", basically everyone is shorter than him), he'll adore it. he loves everything about you but he thinks your height is so cute for some reason

he'll help you reach higher shelves by either grabbing the item himself or holding you by the waist to help you do it yourself

he isn't the type to tease you for it. he just thinks it's adorable. he loves hugging you and resting his chin on the top of your head, it calms him down so much

the hugs this man gives are incredible, especially if he loves someone. he gives the best, sweetest hugs you could ever experience. he holds onto you so loosely sometimes and then others it's so tight, it's like he knows exactly what you need

sang-wook is an incredible boyfriend. after you tear down the walls he's built, he opens up to you quickly. he'll tell you about the fire and how he got his scars too

you'll kiss them more often after you find out the story behind them. you want him to know you love and cherish every bit of him, even the parts he doesn't like about himself

he'll always take care of you in any way that you can. if you're sick he'll be there. injured or in pain in any way, he's there. anything you need or want he'll get it for you

he cares more about you than he has anyone else in his life and it would kill him to lose you

Yoon Jisoo- Definitely into teasing, choking, knife play, but I can't see her having any super hard kinks. I think she’d be an experimentalist, and be willing to try… MOST thing, at least once though.

Lee Eunyoo (she’s conically 18-19 👍)- She’s a dom, i don’t care what anyone else says lol. She likes to be in control, to kiss you, to tease you, to love you. For your sake she lets you take over SOMETIMES but it always ends with you moaning her name.

Seo Yikyeong- She’s out of your league and you know it.

Jung Jaeheon- Knife play… well swordplay. I can see him using it during foreplay, because he knows how his blade makes you wet for him.