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A few years had to pass by before Sangki decided to take a step forward reaching for an helping hand. This time it was necessary, even though he never asked for any kind of favours. He kept quiet hiding  behind his flaws, facing this screwed reality all by himself, what indeed wasn’t easy to manage. It was that lingering fear of /what’s going to happen if he would open up in front of someone/  stopping him from that decisive movement.

“Is it even his number?” hands are trembling , barely able to hold his cellphone, fighting with his own thoughts “There’s gonna be trouble—think about consequences , idiot.It won’t help you at all.”

[txt:Shou] I.need.you.      ——–> send

Shou wasn’t just some random guy, but his friend - the one and only who treated him as a human , not as a toy. The one who always held a space in the room for him back then, in case if his father would get aggressive again. There was no situation in which he’d feel left alone.Their bonds broke off as soon as the younger boy ran away from his uncle’s house and the older went to study.

Sangki exactly knew what Shou was interested in (he was aware of the crime he committed in the past)and that’s probably one of those reasons why he dissappeared from his life , pretending to be dead. It should totally stay this way, but…..

Sangki. When had Shou last thought about his childhood friend? He couldn't place the exact moment, but he was sure it hadn't been for some years now. Why he had suddenly popped into his head was nothing more than a mystery. The night was warm, though the wind carried waves of cool air around the veranda. Shou sat curled in on himself, the over sized chair swallowing him as he sipped at a cup of lukewarm coffee. Something had told him to come out here, to stare out at the city that never seemed to switch off. It was alive and pulsing, drawing light orbs to each corner within reach. It was endless and lonely all at once; and Shou wondered if anyone had ever thought of him in that sense.

There had been so much loss in his past ; some had threatened to tear him apart from the inside out. While others had simply been normal - life. He had never completely let go of Sangki though; he was someone he didn't think he could forget. Their pasts had become intertwined in the worse times of each of their lives. But there had been comfort, friendship; hope. He could have been dead, lost, abandoned and Shou had little power at the time to find him. Even after graduating, with the weight of his boyfriend's murder and mothers untimely suicide he had been limited with his investigations. Sangki had simply vanished, and he had learned to live with that.

Bzzz. Bzzz. Bzzz. His eyes shifted towards the small table beside him, ghosting a glance at the screen of his phone as it vibrated. It wasn't unusual for Shou to receive texts from work or friends -- in the last year he had learned to open up once again. His social life had grown, and he was learning to make friends once more. He read over the name slowly, eyes widening in realization of exactly who it was. Settling the cup down beside his phone, he picked it up slowly and looked over the words in the text messaged. I need you. Was this a joke? Or was it Sangki ? He needed to stay calm , consider the situation at hand before he jumped to conclusions.

The words didn’t came out as he took a closer look at the male. His jaw clentched & a little bit of fear unfurled in his chest. He couldn’t get rid of that feeling anytime anyone’s recognizing him, no matter if they’re having good intentions , or bad…You never know. “It’s not surprising….I’ve heard rumours going around, that i’m dead. Did you believe them?” his eyes drafted upwards as he spoke with sarcasm.