pull me like an animal out of a hole (ch.2) preview | jaytim | E
He followed Tim up to his bedroom, mouth stuffed full of mushy goodness and eyes glued to the way Timâs silk shorts rode up his inner thighs. For his part, he had changed into civvies, a mostly bloodstain-free white tank and jeans. Sweatpants had been tempting, but Tim made him want to wear something akin to real clothes.
They ended up on the bed, Jasonâs plate clean and Tim perched on his lap like he was made to be there. The silk was soft under his calloused fingertips, almost like it wasnât there at all. âHow was your night? Youâve been quiet,â Tim said.
âBusy.â He caught himself tightening his grip on Timâs thighs and forced his hands to relax. âMet with Roman.â
âThe same.â Tim swallowed, but he couldnât gauge much else about his thoughts. âI couldnât stand knowing heâd done that to you. Hurt you. No consequences. I had to do something.â
Tim was very, very still.
âI killed him, baby bird. I tortured him, and then I killed him. Do you want me to go?â
He swallowed again, twitching back into hesitant motion. His eyes were fixed on Jasonâs. âWâwhatâŠhow did you do it? Howâd youâŠkill him?â
âYou really wanna know?â
âIn the end, all I did was break his neck.â It felt like they were two animals, circling, claws raised, but never striking. âI couldnât let him walk away. Iâm not sorry. It was for you. To protect you. So you never have to wake up knowing heâs still out there.â It was for him, too, maybe more so than Tim, and that was the unfortunate truth.
âI, um,â Tim shifted in his lap, âwhat else? You tortured him?â
He ran a hand down to Timâs knee, squeezing gently. âYou want a confession? Gonna tell all this to a better bat?â
Tim shook his head hurriedly. âNo. No, Jason, itâs,â he bit his lip, rocking forward. It was then that he felt the hardness press into him. A small wet spot had formed on Timâs silky little shorts. âPlease. Tell me.â