Nov 5, 2020
Loading...
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from Canada
seen from India
seen from China
seen from Canada
seen from Brazil
seen from United States
seen from Canada
seen from Australia
seen from Italy
seen from United States
seen from India
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from TΓΌrkiye
seen from Russia
seen from United States
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming
listen, my alarm was set to go off at six but instead I woke up before 5 because my vagina wanted to itch REAL bad and at some point last night I lost 2 of my fake nails and now I have to do a shit ton of reading and writing before 9:30 and I'm TIRED and the first thing I see this morning is a passive aggressive note on the sink about two (2) cups that I did not immediate put in the washer last night so I can only imagine my apartment life is heading into shitty roommate hell and I am very lonely and I miss my friends and I miss my partner and all I want is to sleep.
SAD TALK ACKNOWLEDGMENT
~~Suppressing Actual Dignity ~~ ************** Honor and respect yourself Your capabilities Life is what you create Do not let your first initial thoughts of your ideas be Turning down the possibilities. Imagine greatness and amazing creation Work towards, with persistence Patience, passion Steady and focused On balancing You. SAD Talk Acknowledgment Is being aware and trying to change The habit Of talking down at your self Rather than Saluting yourself for putting your best effort *Even if you did not This is the moment of change Realization Moment of clarity Move through your weaknesses Feel the joy within There is no time to waste Or No waste too time? πππππ
my brain: you donβt deserve to feel better about yourself! anyone who tells you that youβre worthy of love and happiness just doesnβt know how terrible you are yet but they will!!!
the bad kind of crazy
canβt keep it to themselves Dramatic somehow both self-isolating (stuck-up bitch) and crying for attention (annoying, whining baby) Has So Much To Be Thankful For not a good artist, not talented enough to beΒ βtorturedβ
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming
I have been awake for three hours and I am still in bed, trying to hold you
something has changed it has always been me
and I envy your singularity I can't fault you for working all night for something you love when I would work all night for the chance to learn a story
I would work all night to feel a little more like a song I would work all night because I thought I'd find an identity in those hours I would work all night just to make a name for myself To give anyone something to call me with
but it's been weeks since we shared this bed We keep missing each other
I feel like I have a particularly thoughtful roommate We don't move together like I thought lovers should
but what do I know about being anything
The most insulting affirmation being that you are not a burden, and your friends do not mind.
this is only true if you already have a therapist Or self-control. Or if it makes you feel better.
This is not depression teaching me, but experience that someone can love you before you love yourself, but they can't help you until you help yourself
If they can't help you, they call you their failure and you and everyone else knows failures don't make great friends
anyway my best friend doesn't feel comfortable around me anymore and doesn't want to hang out with me and I don't know how to fix it and it's fucking with all my fears about myself πππππππ