#sadgirlproblems

I’ve been struggling for months trying to figure out what to do. I’ve come to a crossroads. I need to decide whether to stay or leave but that’s always the problem, isn’t it? I want to stay and hope the nice, genuine, kind person I fell in love with comes back and stays for good. I want to leave because I know that will never happen. I can’t remember when I was happy last. I’m stuck in this darkness, trying day after day to claw my way out and he doesn’t even notice. I don’t even want to fight for us anymore. What to do, what to do?

Sometimes I don't understand you but you never understand me.

I really want a warm chocolate chip cookie rn

damn i know i'm fucked up in my feelings when i can't even eat like i normally do. my appetite is sad af too.