SAD FLEX! showcase at the Canyon Agoura Hills on 12/5/19. Purchase a ticket from the artist(s) you are coming to support!
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SAD FLEX! showcase at the Canyon Agoura Hills on 12/5/19. Purchase a ticket from the artist(s) you are coming to support!
Dec. 5th Thursday, 2019
Purchase Tickets for “AM:PM”

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Sadflex I'm running out of things that make me happy they either leave me or get taken away from me and the only thing I really have is my ponies but even that isn't the best because the fandom has become a not so nice place anymore and people get selfish (not all OK don't bite my ass on it) and I don't even like drawing my little pony anymore because of the art theft and the constant issues in the fandom. My friends don't like my pony collection but its all I've got... I'm sick of people on here who don't tag their nsfw so it can't even be taken away by blocking that tag Jesus Christ its not that fucking hard to tag just one tag not everyone likes dicks shoved in their faces all the time fuck sake. ugh whatever I bet someone will tell me off for this. I honestly don't know what to do anymore no where is nice. Not here, not the mlp fandom, nowhere. Where the fuck am I to go now or just hide in my room with my pony toys making Equius jokes?
Sadflex I feel so so lonely I just want to be held and cuddled but no one wants me and no ones that close to me I just want affection but I'm also terrified of it this is stupid... Everyone thinks I'm a fucking lunatic anyway no one wants to be around that... not even as a friend... I can't even fucking cry anymore I get real sad but the tears won't happen... I'm getting real tired of everything its all just so empty and disappointing. I'm disheartened to even bother trying anymore.
I'm desperate for affection but then again I'm terrified of intimacy
I just want to cry

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What did I do wrong this time...
Personal stuff please ignore. Why do I keep dreaming and thinking of you when after all this time I know that my dreams will only ever be dreams and never reality? Why do I continue to try to do things to impress you when I learnt long ago that you do not want me or care? Why do I keep feeling so intensely in love with you? Why. Why do I keep my mouth shut to keep you happy when I am sad? why do I stay silent when I am hurt so that you will be happy? I dream of you every night. I think of you so much. Why do I let you do so much that causes me grief? Sometimes loving you is too much to handle.
Too angry to sleep Someone come play with my hair and hug me it'll be like a "turn off the angry switch" please