#s7e22

i’ve been THINKING AND PONDERING AND WONDERING about chosen SO MUCH. buffy has a new start to her life where she can actually BE HER OWN PERSON and not just live by the slayer title. spike is DEAD, but he was LOVED by her while he was alive and i think it’s enough for him to die. anya is DEAD for no particular reason besides her sweet speech before that didn’t actually warrant her death, but whatever. andrew is GAY. willow got white hair? SHE CAN CONTROL HER MAGICS, OH, OKAY. dawn LOVES buffy and buffy LOVES dawn and they will be my summers sisters forever and they can never lose each other or i will DIE. xander still doesn’t have one eye and i think that’s a skill issue on his part. robin is DEAD. oh, he’s actually not. hell yeah. faith looked hot while saving the world and honestly that’s enough for me. kennedy finally did something USEFUL. angel isn’t here, but he was here and he and buffy kissed and i gagged (in the vomit sense) while being extremely confused. giles is HERE, not making any impression on me because i’m still angry at him after empty places. sunnydale is NO MORE. and i am flabbergasted and shocked and i still cannot process everything that happened.

guys im watching the scene of house doing surgery on himself to remove the stupid rat tumors in his leg and im losing it….. this is so awful… why did you not just ask for help