#s2025

hey y'all...

i'm just so unmotivated to do any work at all..

i fear that i have not had an actual break nor a period of time to get settled back into my regular schedule.

There's so much work and catch-up that I need to do

And then on top of that there's job applications

I just feel so consistently tired... and I know its because of my lack of physical exercise but i have no time to invest in that type of endeavour.

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Why is life so hard?

Oh lord, why have people lost their sense of critical thinking?

I have absolutely no motivation.. but alas we MUST PUSH THROUGH!

Rest at the end, not in the middle - Kobe Bryant

hey guys!

another day, another chance!

Today I'm focusing on realistic exam-prep for my last final!!!

You are not a statistic or a stereotype, so when they minimize you, dehumanize you, objectify you, you must push back with your whole weight - Channel Miller, Know My Name

I've yet once again succumbed to the train of thought that begins with wondering if i 'chose the correct program' and ends with all the 'what-ifs'.

By investing in my academia, I allow myself at least the ability to be grounded and assured of academic expertise. Which will in turn get rid of the 'what-ifs'. One thing that really helps me feel better is that I am the 'most-average student'.. meaning that regardless I'll pass! And that when put in a room of average engineers, it does not imply that I am any less than.

It's time to keep going!

"If you got through this night, you are promised to survive all the days ahead" - Chanel Miller, Know My Name

Yesterday was one of the most hectic days of my life... and yet I somehow got through.

We can keep going. I have one last final - my worst one yet.

It's okay, though I'm here for a reason - I wanted to be challenged.

This surely will not be as bad as I make it out to be.

Let's do this!

faith ❀ consistency ❀ hard ❀ work ❀ pays ❀ off

"It is not a question of if you will survive this, but what beautiful things await you when you do" - Chanel Miller, Know My Name

Today marks the day prior to my third final on Digital Hardware Systems!

Crazy ain't it?

I consistently feel super underprepared, regardless of whether I am given time or not... Anyways, given that this is the last day, I definitely should not let it go to waste. Imma try to be as productive as I can!

Let's do this! I know I can <3

Crazy how this year is almost at its end...

I want to say I've accomplished a lot, yet I also feel like I accomplished nothing.

It's always so futile to be complaining at the end of the journey about the lack of progress, and yet here we are again..

I do find that a lot of the pressure that I succumb to is a result of not learning anything properly in the moment :/

It's an unfortunate fact, yet true.

I hope this does not happen next term!

Today... the focus is on preparing for my next final on Computer Hardware Systems

"You have to hold out to see how your life unfolds, because it is most likely beyond what you can imagine. It is not a question of if you will survive this, but what beautiful things await you when you do." - Chanel Miller, Know My Name

Alrighty guys!

Another dawn, another day!

"This book does not have a happy ending. The happy part is there is no ending, because I'll always find a way to keep going." - Chanel Miller, Know My Name

And so... let us keep going... Let us not neglect who we are in this process of continuous learning!

Today's goals are to finish up all learning required for my operating systems course!

I think that.. following yesterday's final, I've learned that it's okay... But not to forget the study habits of the past which truly allowed me to excel.. Today I will be attempting new methods such as printing out notes!

Let's do a mid-day check in but by then I hope to have gotten through a bulk of the content!

Let's do it guys :D

Guys one more day till the first big run! We've always got it in us, we can do it.

Here's our inspirational quote of the day...

"The biggest mistake we make in life is thinking we have time." - Kobe Bryant

let's do it y'all!