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I can’t let go of him, he left me. & I don’t know why I wasn’t good enough, fuck I did everything, and with tears in my eyes I begged him to stay. I felt as if I was home, in his arms, his presence & I’m feeling so fucking homesick. It’s like I’m waiting, waiting for a message that will never be sent. It’s like every message he sends, I pray to god that it’s “I miss you.” But fuck Charlie it never is. Maybe love isn’t enough, maybe it’s not enough to make someone stay. l lay in bed listening to sad music, and I can’t help but think of him, but it’s not even when I’m alone, it’s when I’m in a room with abunch of people and I feel so fucking alone because he is not there, he’s only in my thoughts and in my dreams, bc he is gone. and he’s not coming back and it fucking kills me everytime I think about it.

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