#s.e.e.

I’m going to do things on Saturday evening, as an event for all of you!

When will this end

I don't think it will

The only solution is you

My heart is racing and my stomach upset,

Anything I eat, I reject.

My hands and legs are shaking, 

My breath it feels like you are taking.

I'm shivering and sweating at the same time,

You are always on my mind.

When someone asks how i'm doing, 

I feel like there's someone else inside me, 

Waiting for his time, to take over whats mine.

Making choices that I can't remember,

The next morning my brain feels like it's been in a blender.

He needs lots of alcohol and maybe some weed before he comes out,

But once he does, please do not doubt.

He will make you cry, scream and shout. 

His name is me, and he lives within. 

That moment, 

When you stare into me

With those big blue-green eyes

And you smile from ear to ear

And I know I'm loved,