Mar 27
I CAN ALWAYS TALK ABOUT THIS OH MY GODDDDDDDD
LIKE LITERALLY BC THE THING IS. YESSS buck is oblivious yes. but he’s not stupid….and the wires btwn family and loyalty and anxious attachment and love and attention may get crossed and sometimes he isn’t able to untangle them always but he knows….he knows what he feels for Eddie he doesn’t feel for chim, or ravi or even his exes…….but that fear of rejection has been so overwhelming it has been his constant companion for so long……..
but something’s shifted…and he’s starting to see a reality where maybe- rejection isn’t the only outcome…………………so now it’s safer to feel, safer to look at what he feels bc maybe………well- what if it all works out?
