Because of RYLA I'm going to say "Isang Bagsak" for the rest of my life

I'm just so done. At first I was so excited to come home, to start what I've learned, to incorporate it into my daily life, and I guess that is what had motivated me to go home.. But I miss it. I miss everyone I've met. I miss the loving and accepting people who gave off positive energy. It was so perfect, I loved the people I met, the beautiful individuals who were all so diverse, and yet we all had so much in common. We were brought into camp to change the world, to become better leaders, "now you know, so we can hold this against you." We all want to do greater things in our lives, not just for ourselves, but for the world. For the ones after us. We are the future. I can't believe it's over. I want to be in my cabin with my three other friends. I want to be dead whispering because I can't talk(and still can't) YELLING on the top of our lungs our chant. I want to be at RYLA.

okay after i committed to being a ryla counselor after being taken off the waitlist i was like ahh do i really want to spend a week that could be with friends before i head off to college (since it's in august now) in the woods like ehhh and i was having reservations but honestly now i'm so stoked because i remember how i felt at ryla, how i felt after ryla, how ryla is still so pervasive in my life (ie. through texting stephanie everyday LOL) and its just sdkjflsh ok yes yes i am ready and i am excited because ryla changes lives yo and that's gonna be me there helping others feel just as happy and loved as i did last year and honestly... what is better than that?