#rx medicate

[Verse 1]Wake up to a cloudy dayDark rolls in, and it starts to rainStaring out to the cage-like wallsTime goes by and the shadows crawlCrushing candy, crushing pillsGot no job, mom pays my billsTexting exes, get my fillSweating bullets, Netflix chillsWorld’s out there singing the bluesTwenty more dead on the evening newsThink to myself: “Really, what’s the use?”I’m just like you, I was born to lose[Pre-Chorus 1]Why, oh, why can’t you just fix me?When all I want’s to feel numbBut the medication’s all goneWhy, oh, why does God hate me?When all I want’s to get highAnd forget this so-called life[Chorus]I am so frickin’ boredNothing to do todayI guess I’ll sit around and medicate (medicate)I am so frickin’ boredNothing to do todayI guess I’ll sit around and medicate (medicate)[Verse 2]Can’t wait to feel better than I ever willAttack that shit like a kid on BenadrylChase it down with a hopeful smileHate myself, I can go for milesThey say family’s all you needSomeone to trust who can help you breatheInhale that drug, but you start to chokeYou fall on the outs of an inside joke[Pre-Chorus 2]Why, oh, why can’t you just fix me?When all I want’s to feel numbBut the medication’s all goneWhy, oh, why does God hate me?Cause I’ve seen enough of it, heard enough of it, felt enough of itHad enough of it![Chorus]I am so frickin’ boredNothing to do todayI guess I’ll sit around and medicate (medicate)I am so frickin’ boredNothing to do todayI guess I’ll sit around and medicate (medicate)[Bridge]Superman is a heroBut only when his mind is clear, thoughHe needs that fix like the rest of usSo he’s got no fear when he saves that busAll the stars in the Hollywood HillsSnapchat live while they pop them pillsAll those flavors of the rainbowToo bad that shit don’t work though[Post-Bridge]Your friends are high right nowYour parents are high right nowThat hot chick’s high right nowThat cop is high right nowThe president’s high right nowYour priest is high right nowEveryone’s high as fuck right nowAnd no one’s ever coming down![Chorus]I am so frickin’ boredNothing to do todayI guess I’ll sit around and medicate (medicate)I am so frickin’ boredNothing to do todayI guess I’ll sit around and medicate (medicate)[Outro]I medicate

(Lyrics from Genius.com)

Hi Nonny!

fortunately i had added the song to a spotify playlist and i looked at the date i added it, had the realization i could go into my ao3 history for around that date and ... tada

the song

and the fic