#ruuli

mhmmm interesting interactions at the crooked cog tonight, especially between ruuli and juniper (@itsmamm)

full-ish interactions under the cut

how i envision ruuli to look at different points in her life from teenagehood on arboria to how she is now.

(＃ﾟДﾟ) : What does your muse do if they're angry?

it depends. 

if she’s in a situation where she’s angry at one person and she feels like the one in charge, whether official or not, she’ll act in a very snarky and teasing manner. i’ve described this before as much like a cat provoking a mouse before killing it, but usually minus the killing bit. of course sometimes she ends up making a fool of herself and becomes a different, less snide type of angry.

that different type of angry is, once again, usually when ruuli is angry with one particular person but instead in a situation where she doesn’t have much authority. this is when she’ll start insulting people crudely, acting somewhat instinctual (snarling, growling, aggressive) or even picking fights - and she packs a mean punch. of course this angriness varies in severity, some which have her leaving feeling bitter but others with a black eye and bruised knuckles.

and then comes the last type of anger which is rarer but a lot more deadly: self-loathing. typically after an unresolved dispute or a period of generally negative experience, she had a breakdown which involves punching walls, a copious amount of angry tears and generally self-destructive behaviour. as i said, she rarely feels this but when she does there is no chance that she'd tell anybody about it.

キタ━━━(゜∀゜)━━━!!!!! : What does your muse do when very excited?

ruuli doesn’t get excited very often but when she does she typically tries her best to hide it. though you might be able to spot a general restlessness and positive attitude if she fails to mask it very well.

（´-`）.｡oO( ... ) :What does your muse think about a lot?

beyond your expected suspicion of others and obsessing over hot women,  and she really, really would never admit it, but she actually thinks about her tribe from arboria a lot. she knows they’re mostly still alive (she has secret tabs on all of them) apart from her mother, who was the matria on arboria, who died shortly after arriving on nexus, and at that point ruuli had seperated herself from them anyway. she often considers finding them again but then remembers how much she’s changed, mostly for the worst.

（・Ａ・） :What does your muse consider to be bad?

traitorous acts, betrayal, harming innocents and, once again though she’d never admit it, harming the environment. she might not make it obvious that she does actually care about wildlife, but she does, so much so that she often purposely avoids being around animals and plants because she fears she’ll accidentally harm them.

another guild event done! the voidrunners, hired by ruuli, had to make their way into grimvault to deliver a package. thankfully, no one died or ended up getting infected with that nasty purple gunk.