❛ stay. ❜ i resent how teenaged i must sound, fabric of @ruinedover's shirt clenched between my fists. as if i could stop him from leaving if he wanted to. as if anything about me could ever change his mind. my clinging is pointless ⸺ he left me once before. there's nothing to say that i'll wake up with my head on his chest, even if i fall asleep with it there. i'm nothing. inconsequential, insignificant in the span of his eternal life. a passing moment. it's why he won't change me. but i still can't live without him ⸺ and so i'll cling until he tires of me. i press my face against his chest, nose smushing against the rock hard surface. i should be more careful. i shouldn't get so close unannounced. i don't care. i hope he kills me. ❛ i sleep better with you here. edward, please. ❜
