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PAIRING: carter grant x fem!reader
WARNINGS: strong language, gore
GENRE: angst
SONG INSPIRATION: reflections by the neighbourhood
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today was no different from the others, me with a book in hand, her sat on his lap - laid against his chest as he spoke to our friends. oh yeah iβm kind of in love with my bestfriend.
it's pretty cliche, iβd fallen for him faster than i could catch myself.
it was beyond stupid feeling this way about him especially because i knew iβd never be able to tell him about it, because letβs be honest he only really sees me as a close friend and as he should, but i really wish he wouldnβt.
it had to be about two months since his and isabellaβs relationship had started, it was bad enough him having her crush on her and talking about her all the time - now you have to sit and do everything with them.
i had to watch as she presses a kiss to his cheek before making her way to go and grab herself some juice from the cafeteria. carter smiling at the girl as she walked away before re-joining the conversation.
all i could do wish was that he would look at me the way he looked at her.
from time to time i think about how it couldβve been me in that position instead.
my legs slowly swung back and forth waiting for carter to show up, the anticipation made my heart only beat faster, but it soon slowed when i realised he wasnβt going to show up. i was waiting a whole two hours before i gave up and started to make my way back home.
the streetlights flickering on, and a light rain started pouring. great.
on the way home, i was trying to make up some sort of excuse for his tardiness. checking my phone every few minutes to see if he had messaged me, but nothing.
this was nothing a good oleβ milkshake couldnβt fix. my hand which was pressed against the glass to the door of the diner, i saw carter there and he certainly wasnβt alone. he was sharing a milkshake with her.
realising what i had just witnessed, i turned around with a heart full of hurt.
he ditched me for her? i donβt think iβve seen him happier. who am i to ruin that?
my bottom lip wobbled as i continued my way on home.
putting myself through enough pain, i put my things away and made my way back to class as the bell rang. half listening to augie blabber on about a new badge that he was trying to achieve.Β
too deep in thought to notice someone was very close behind me. all i felt was impact of the floor, after, realising carter had dragged me back a little too hard. obviously losing my balance from the sudden contact.
βwoah! i didnβt think youβd fall over dude, im sorry.β carter, of course. he helped you up from up off of the floor and you continued your way back to class with a now sore ass.
βit's all good, it's not like itβs the first time you've done it before,β playfully nudging his arm with mine as we walked along to the scouts' room that soon stopped when isabella made an appearance and pushed me to the side.
i walked into the room silently, carter? of course, he didn't - as soon as he entered, he let out a huge burp, βwas that really necessary carter?β scout leader rogers asked him and he muttered an apology.
whilst grant was getting lectured by rogers, i finally got time to talk with ben, he knew what was going on and how i felt about his other close friend, βhey dude, how are you feeling?β i slightly leaned onto his shoulder and whispered to him.
he looked down at you and lightly shrugged,Β βisabella is starting to get on my nerves too.β you moved way and to look back at him and he nods.
i leant back into my own space to get ready to hear about recruiting more scouts, sighing deeply as i pick at my nails, bad habits die hard especially when you have anxiety.
βaugie, a unicorn is gonna fly out of your ass before somebody joins,β carter huffed and sat down. as did ben, augie and i next to him.Β βcarter! language.β rogers warned.
βhe's right though, nobody's going to show up it's just a waste of time.β ben agrees.
βwe got to have some sort of hope guys, i to joined late but iβm here right now,β i excitedly implied but was soon shut down by a rude comment by carter.
βy/nβs right! ye of little faith, where's the scout spirit?β everyone went silent before rogerβs made an announcement, βwell! we all know it's augieβs special night tonightβ we all started clapping and cheering for him unenthusiastically, him appreciating the praise.Β
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