#rubingender

[PT: Rubatyn. /end PT]

[Image description: A rectangular flag with five horizontal pink and red stripes separated by thin dark burgundy lines. From top to bottom, the main stripes are pale pink, bright pink, deep crimson-red, bright pink, and pale pink. A large layered chevron extends inward from the left edge, made of dark burgundy, red, and bright red sections. In the lower-right corner is a black-and-white emblem resembling a circular heartbeat monitor or radio signal: a ring with a heartbeat line through its center, curved signal waves on both sides, and a zigzag antenna rising upward and ending in a small heart. /end ID]

Rubatyn is a neoumbrella term based on the word “rubatosis”, AKA the unsettling awareness of one’s own heartbeat. It describes identities, mainly albeit not just genders, connected to intensity, bodily alarm, pulse, adrenaline, emotional intensity, erratic sensations and feelings, fear, panic, blood, the heart, nervous excitement, and the experience of being aware of existing, perhaps a little too much. It is an umbrella term like Kenochoric, Monachoric, and all six of the following terms by this fellow user, possibly like an alternative to “Rubatosian”.

It includes the following themes—

-heartbeat, pulse, throbbing, rhythm, palpitations

-anxiety, panic, dread, fight-or-flight, nervous energy

-adrenaline, urgency, speed, shaking, restlessness, cold sweat

-erratic emotions or behavior, emotional spikes, instability

-hyperthymic energy, euphoria, uncertain grandiosity

-blood, veins, wounds, warmth, bruising, flushing

-body awareness, embodiment, somatic feelings, “this body is too loud”

-survival, fear, instinct, danger, being hunted or cornered

-anger, excitement, obsession, impulsivity, intensity

-medical/hospital motifs: EKG lines, heart monitors, sirens, red lights

-horror/body horror, especially internal horror

-hostile yet desperate restraint, as if one’s heart is climbing up to their throat and they are forced to swallow it back down

Additionally, it can be used for certain xenogenders, such as: A gender that might feel like it is pulsing beneath one’s containment chamber, pulsing faster and faster, its beats turning aggressive and almost violent in order to reach out to the outside world, desperate to come out, to show itself, thus causing conflicting feelings.

Terminology:

Rubatine: Rubatyn-aligned

RUBIN: Rubatyn-In-Nature

Rubingender: Any gender under Rubatyn

Rubatinity: Femininity/Masculinity/Androgyny/+ equivalent

Transruba: Transitioning towards a Rubatyn identity

Diastel: Woman/Man equivalent

Adrette: Girl/Boy equivalent

Vn. (Vein): Main honorific (like Ms., Mr., etc.)

A few possible neopronouns:

-ru/rum/rus/rus/rumself

-pul/pum/puls/puls/pumself

-sys/sym/sys/syrs/symself

-tach/tam/tachs/tachs/tamself

-bpm/bpm/bpms/bpms/bpmself

-lub/lum/lubs/lubs/lumself

-dya/dym/dys/dys/dymself

-crim/crim/crims/crims/crimself

…but none of these are fixed, for it is up to the user.

Alternative flags:

First alternative flag

[PT: First alternative flag. /end PT]

[Image description: The same pink-and-red striped flag as the first image, with the layered chevron on the left, but without the emblem. /end ID]

Second alternative flag

[PT: Second alternative flag. /end PT]

[Image description: The same five pink-and-red horizontal stripes as the first flag, with dark burgundy separators, without the chevron. The black-and-white heartbeat-and-radio-signal emblem appears in the lower-right corner. /end ID]

Third alternative flag

[PT: Third alternative flag. /end PT]

[Image description: A simple rectangular flag with five horizontal pink and red stripes separated by thin dark burgundy lines, with no chevron or emblem. /end ID]

And last but not least, here is the Rubatyn gender symbol, the first image showcasing it with a transparent background, and a second image showcasing it with a white background, to ensure ocular clarity—

[Image description: Two versions of the same black Rubatyn symbol are shown side by side: one on a transparent background and one on a white background. The symbol resembles a circular heartbeat monitor or radio transmitter, with a jagged heartbeat line through the center, curved signal waves on both sides, and a zigzag antenna ending in a heart. /end ID]

Sorry for being inactive. Been dealing with a lot of mental health issues these days, and the rapid succession of having to call psychiatrist after psychiatrist has taken a toll on my motivation, hence why i got so lackadaisical and stopped posting for days. So, apologies, once more. May all of you have a great weekend.