#rson

🌻what makes you want to give up on writing? what makes you keep going?

☯️how do you think engaging with each other through tumblr, twitter, comments, kudos, creates healthy fandom experiences? How do you deal with that if you're not a social person/experience social anxiety?

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hi!

💫 - oooh. i LOVE the comments/asks that are like super fucking long and go through the fic/chapter bit by bit and dissect it all. i think that especially goes for disintegration, like... i put so much thought into it and every single word of those chapters are so important and i have so many feelings that i just LOVE it when ppl get as excited as i am and send those really long things :( (speaking of i think i still have two left to answer - sky and linds i will get to u i promise)

🌻 - mmmm. a lot makes me want to stop writing. the fandom and a lot of the people in it, my own standards for myself, general fear of perception, how much i really just hate harry potter/joanne. what makes me keep going is. fucking. well, hyperfixation, general mental illness that means writing is one of the only things that brings me Joy (lmao) and. well the ppl who read my fics are always the loveliest people and you are all unbelievably kind so theres that

☯️ - ahhhhh. i mean i think fandom and the community is SO wonderful. i think engaging with each other and uplifting each other and our talents creates a really fun environment and especially for young kids.. like i know a lot of the most formative and also most soothing/freeing experiences of my childhood occurred in fandom. i honestly dont know whether i can say much about this fandom in particular because there is a lot of volatility... but you do find the loveliest places in the gaps... idk. idk. personally i am a very anxious person and yall know that lmfao i delete every other thing i post and i never reply to people's messages (if you've dmed me and i havent replied i am so sorry it's not personal i just am so bad with them making friends stresses me out so much) so basically i ummmm don't deal with it idk i'm literally never doing well