#rqfe

I love you from the sun to the moon and in between the planets and the stars in the galaxy. I love you.

i know it is fucking dangerous to walk at one in the morning, but it's toxic if i don't scream this fucking feelings out

there are times where i'm playing guitar, singing the song, and feeling the tears welling up in my eyes.. — like what's happening now

I can still feel the pain like it was just yesterday. Letting your hand go feels like a wolf ripping and tearing my heart into pieces. I can still feel the pain from the last time that i'm with you. Hugging you with no intention of letting go. If we could just stay like that. If i can just stop time. Or if i had the power to turn back time, i'd set that day on repeat. Where you look into my eyes and told me how much you love me. I could feel how deep your love is, and i'm okay with drowning. If i could just freeze the world revolving, i'd live in that moment forever. — 3am thoughts

Pagod na kong maghintay at umasa na babalik ang lahat sa dati. Nakakapagod magpigil ng luha kapag bigat na bigat ka na. Nakakapagod magmahal ng taong wala namang pakialam. Nakakapagod na. Pagod na pagod na akong labanan yung puso ko na wag ka na maalala pa. Pagod na pagod na kong pasayahin yung sari ko tuwing hindi ko na kaya. Nakakapagod damputun yung sarili mo tuwing nahuhulog ka ng walang sumasalo sayo. Masasaktan ka, masusugatan. Wala ka naman pwedeng sisihin kundi sarili mo. Pagod na pagod na kong damputin yung piraso ng puso ko tuwing nababasag at nasasanggi mo. Pagod na pagod na kong magmahal sa isang katulad mo. Pero mas nakakapagod yung palagi ko tong sinasabi pero di ko magawang tumigil dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sayo.

Ginawa mo lang akong tanga.. Di ka naiiba sa kanila.

sorry mahal ika'y nasaktan. bumalik ka na sakin.