#royaltybrown

it has been two days since what happened with Shai. me and Robyn was together since all the time, but sometimes her mood was changing to depression she acts differently in every situation. she can be clingy and suddenly she won't talk with me and I'm worried. we didn't talked about what happened, I don't want to push her through this again. I was ready to kill a nigga for her. what he did to her is unforgettable. when I knocked him down I was thinking about her and I swore that this is just the beginning, he gone pay for what he did to my woman. no man allowed to talk with her and especially not to touch her. I can live with My boys talking with her but nobody else. she's mine tho. I want to talk with her about what happened and why he is so obsessed with her, these two days she woke up at night all sweaty and she was panicking about some nightmares. even last night she fell asleep before I was at bed, and when I got to bed she freaked out until she saw it was just me. I want to talk with her about it and suggest her to meet with a psychologist. that can help her, she has been through a lot with this motherfucker. I'm trying my best to be there for her, we didn't had sex yet tho and until I finally got to have sex we can't do that again. but for my baby I'll do anything.

I'm laying on the bed with Robyn next to me, my thoughts are driving me crazy, I can't stop thinking about him, I'm thinking about ways to teach him a lesson. as Robyn moved a little I felt my heart hurt. he hurt her, how could he do that. I'm laying on my back, Robyn's head on my chest and her left hand on my chest too. one leg of her pressed over my body. I'm looking at her and all I can feel is hurt. She moved again but this time looked at me directly in my eyes, she blinked several times and squeezed her hold on me "good morning" kissing her head "morning beautiful" she got more comfortable and closed her eyes "Robyn" her eyes still was closed "Mmm" all she said "I want to talk with you. I don't know when is the right time so I prefer to do it now than never" I guess she is curious because she finally opened her eyes. "what you want to talk about?" she looking at me all dumbfounded "about Shai" I can tell she got numb, she won't move, just looking at me. "Please baby I need to know what he did to you, you acting mad weird sometimes, I just want to help you" she got up and sat down, her eyes looking everywhere but not me "Chris, I don't want to talk about it..." she was ready to continue but I didn't let her "babe listen, I just want to help you, no matter what you'll say to me, nothing is going to change. I'll love you even more, because you are the strongest woman I know, my woman. you are mine not his so that's why I wanna to know! to help you, he got a big part in your life some how and I gotta know why" I let everything out, I hope she'll tell me, I'm ready to kill him. "when we just started to date he was perfectly fine" I'm happy she is willing to tell me, I prefer her talking with me instead of talking with some stranger who taking money for that. "go on" she playing with her hands "he changed after some good time, I think I never truly loved him. that's why I couldn't trust him, my dream was to give myself to someone I love with all my heart..." as she said that she looked at my eyes and licked her lips, she gave me all of her, she is fully mine, and I love this fact. "and he couldn't handle it well, he used to beat me up sometimes, not aggressively enough to hurt me that much but he did" my palms turned into a fist, I can't hear this but I need to know, I know this is her way to get heal, to talk about it, she needs to know she can trust me. "and when he saw that I'm far from being ready to have sex with him, he was sexually abused me, he was touching me, and trying to do whatever..." I was getting angry but I kept my cool so I was talking calm "why you never left? why you stayed? why you let him do that to you?!" I couldn't control my emotions "Chris stop judging me! I was afraid of him! he used to beat me up! I felt like I had nobody so when I found out he was cheating on me I used it as a reason to leave him, he think he still controls me" I put my hands on my face rubbing my eyes and than looking at her "Robyn get it right I'm not annoying with you but him! how can he do that to you, you are the most amazing woman I know, you are my best friend my ride or die, literally my ride tho..." a laugh escaped from her, the most beautiful sound of all, my woman laughing. "ugh Robyn you are my everything, I'm trying to build our trust. I know you got a trust issues, but look at you telling me about this and everything." she's looking at my eyes and she holds back her tears, I put my hand on her cheek and with my thumb rubbing her cheek. "you are a dream come true Chris, you are the upside of him. you are nothing like him. you are better, we did everything so fast but just because I knew that you are the only person I want." pulling her face closer to mine, kissing her soft lips, the touch of her is making my whole body to vibrate. "I'll get him for you, you are my queen and I mean that baby, I will die for you" She swallowed hard and put her hand on mine "I know, I feel so protected, something I never felt and I thank you for that. but I don't want anything connected to him. I want nothing to do with him, he is my past and I'll get through this with you by my side" I nodded my head and pecking her lips "ok" all I said, but I know this isn't the end. I'll do anything so this guy would suffer.

I decided to take Robyn to a restaurant, for a date night. I want my baby all to myself, we are so clingy but I love that, I love her. I made sure we'll have the restaurant all for us, we had a personal waiter. and I made sure it'll be romantic. I know that the world is barely knows that we are together but I don't care. we entered the restaurant and the waiter leads us to our table. as we arrived I took Robyn's chair back to let her sit "Thank you gentleman״ I giggled and made my way to my place. the waiter came to us and gave us a menu. After ten minutes me and Robyn ordered what we wanted and now we are waiting for our food, it is so quiet in this restaurant, especially because we are alone her. I made sure it'll be just about us with no people around. "How you feel baby?" she looks so sexy and hot, everything about her makes my dick so hard. she wore a long tight black dress, so beautiful. "yes Papi I'm fine, how about you?" my smile grow "as long as you are good I'm good" she put her hand on my hand, so I took her hand and kissed her palm. "you know my tour is sooner than ever, I need to have Rehearsals for the performances. my schedule is going to be crazy, I want to spend my every time with you as long as I can" now she's pouting her lips out. "I don't want you to leave" looking at her in sadness, I forgot all about her tour. "yeah but you told me you talked with Jay about me going with you overseas" she nodding her head and biting her lips "Yes I talked with him, and you going to come with me to this but you needs to get this done with your manager and everything" who cares about what they'll say. I want to have this opportunity with her, to be with her as much as I can, to spend every single time with her. I feel so addicted to her. "Listen baby, I'll talk with them but no matter what they will say.. I'm all in with you" her smile growing up on her face, ugh I love this woman so much.