Send â and my Muse will write a Last Goodbye letter to yours.
How cruel of me to even dare to say farewell again.  I swear to you this will be my last injustice driven into your heart.  My final betrayal, as it were.  If ever I did any good by you, I pray you remember it, Rosa⌠even I, in my final moments, find myself adrift in such selfish wishes.  After all that has transpired, even now, I treasure yours and Cecilâs friendships with every fibre of my being.
To only you, I admit this.  It has always been you with whom such utterances have been safe.  Always you⌠ah, I will miss you, for I am sure that you and I will not converge again in the same place.
Pardon the bloodstains, and the lack of direction to my words.  I simply wished to say goodbye at the last⌠I apologize profusely for how this must seem, and I must
         I must thank you for believing in me, you and Cecil both, when not even I could find light within me.