Um.. realistically I don’t know that I actually had any crushes in middle school? I don’t think there was anyone I actually liked, to my memory, until high school (even then there was just like one person). I “”””””dated”””””” a dude for a month or something but I don’t actually remember being into him beyond the fact that I craved attention? (Fun February fact: that was the first and only time I’ve ever had someone give me a valentines present LOL) I had a couple of people say they liked me but I was a pretty heartless lil emo bitch in middle school that couldn’t be bothered to give a shit and pretended to like who everyone else liked a lot. There’s entirely more detail than you ever wanted to know about my emotional void !! ( I’ll make this read more later probably )

I’m too pretty to deserve this 😔

I was young (idk an exact age but younger elementary ish) it was storming really hard and I was sitting in front of the tv playing Spyro 2: Ripto’s Rage on my PS1. We had the screens open on the sliding glass doors and I could smell the rain and feel the damp cool air. I was playing the part in Hurricos in the game if you know what that is, the vibes were really good and my mom was hanging with me watching me play and painting (back when she used to paint)! One of my few really solid childhood memories and I cherish it :’)

Thank you, love, I’ve just been trying to figure things out with someone I love very deeply for a while now and it’s been really hard. I really appreciate your concern for me, and it means a lot to me that you’ve stuck around with me for this long. I hope things are well (and continue to be well) for you, too. 🥰

Hey I’m doin pretty okay pal, how about you?

I turn 21 at the end of this week… yikes 😩

fight tumblr tbh