#ronnel

i think the thing that i love so much about the story of how visenya took the vale is that you have visenya, who is remembered as being sinister and harsh (”dark sister”) whose son was maegor the cruel and who was dubiously involved in the death of aenys, arriving, playing with a little boy, being courteous, smiling, taking a boy on a ride, and then winning without battle, bloodshed or, it seems, argument.  i just love that.  i love that it’s a story of gentleness from someone who is very not-gentle.  

At the back of my mind, I'm still here, hoping that one day you may come back asking for forgiveness and a second chance. 

Yes, I still care for you a little bit. I still have a little bit feelings for you. I still get sad whenever I think of the moments we had when we're together. By just looking at our pictures that we've uploaded on each other's instagram account, people can say how happy and contented we were. And yes, those "little things" still makes me wonder why we ended up this way. I admit it, I'm not yet moved on but I'm trying to finish this phase where our memories doesn't bother me anymore. I'm trying to overcome the sadness of our past, I am trying so hard. I'm waiting for the day when I can finally say, "I have forgiven you. Being with you was such a wonderful experience. Thank you!"