i'm realizing a big mental roadblock to me working on ronin plural au is that I'm genuinely a little scared to write Ronin. I'm really sitting down with making all the rpau characters fleshed out and giving them a purpose in the story, rather than just fucking around basically. and like. damn my Body had an instinctive "nahh not doing this" reaction to trying to emotionally develop each of Ronin's parts. no idea where that comes from but i'm about to have a fun few months