#rombles

man, this got me feeling things. the grief that comes with getting part (or all) of you taken away by circumstances out of your control and/or others. the anger the sadness the feeling of helplessness. none of which are helped by the constant reminder of what you once had: those memories never fade, your brain craves it back against everything. your brain is all you have left from before. the same thing that keeps reopening those old wounds. the destruction of your self by what does not care about you or what you want or care; and the following self-destruction that comes as a result, because you so desire to return to yourself and hate what you've become. enduring the aftermath of someone else's actions forever, with nothing to possibly remedy it. helpless. (at least until you build yourself a new sense of self)