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Obsessive/possessive Mac rambling

Yeesh Tumblr app was definitely having a moment when I was typing this trying to access my keyboard was a living hell.

Cw: cyber stalking, possessiveness, slight mentions of sexual themes.

Summary: Mac is so used to having a monopoly on all your time they're having a hard time adjusting to having to share that time.

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Asmo is fking shit, he didn't have to treat mc like that, taking his anger out on mc and suddenly choking her because of the cat statue, sure what she did was reckless, but did he have to take it out on a human?, who knew nothing about hell? And the fact that this shit has happened alot too. Like the chocolate thingy where u eat a chocolate and you guys fuck, or when you pray in paradise lost means you'll summon a proxy in place of god? Oh and don't even get me started when mc starts to ask genuine questions and all she get is those "you didn't know?" Answers with a condescending tone. They treat a human as if they were stupid for not knowing a single shit about hell. They could've atleast warned the mc about the dangerous shit about hell. Like "oh don't pray in the paradise lost altar because you'll summon a proxy blah blah blah" like damn you guys can't even do that?

Back to Asmodeus, it's great that the devil of lust actually has more emotions than just fucking, but we all know he spent the longest time in the human realm, why is he the one being not understandable about mc's situation? Again, mc was just peacefully living until a seraphim suddenly pooped up her screen and tried to kill her, causing her bff to get killed and all the sudden a devil saved her, then having a seraphim brand on her chest making her a big target. And now she's obligated to help the devils because apparently, Solomon, her "ancestor" died before he could break all their contracts with the devils. Unfortunately now she was actually it's reincarnation. All she wanted to do was help hell, seeing devil kings dying infront of her obviously made her scared and all she could think about is how to help them, not even thinking about the consequences that would happen to her, instead of reassuring her and saying that he'll help.. No.. all he had to do was just blame her for everything when she didn't have a single clue on that it was dangerous.

This might come off as being dramatic of me but holy shit bro, they keep doing this and it's just so annoying.

(I copy and pasted it bc i genuinely wanna hear ur thoughts.)

Honestly I've been waiting for this shit because asmodeus has narcissism

(people do have narcissism and do get help for it)

But some people just don't sometimes and those people do really big damage.

Those of you who have narcissistic parents you should know...

Asmodeus has had it way too good for far too long.

Narcissists have a big sense of superiority, they just basically expect you to know and if you don't it's your goddamn fault.

(thank you Tumblr for not giving me any indication that people were commenting)

I can't believe I need a disclaimer:

This post is in no way an argument of "why MC sucks or not etc" This is just my opinion and how I see her. Because I have a crippling problem of always trying to hyper-analyze protagonists and blank slate characters. If you try to use this to harass or win some argument over the internet about a porn game I will throw a break at you. This is me sharing my opinions and inviting people to a discussion. I want to talk about funny fictional characters.

Since I am a female I am going to use she/her pronouns for MC! My opinions about MC still stand regardless of gender.

First of all: Y'all thank you so so much for not going after me after saying MC has incel traits.

Hello! This is not goodbye! However, this is a thank you! I've had this account for 5 years, and it's been extremely fun. I love writing, and I would be lying if I said I wouldn't return to write more and remain semi-active in fandoms.

It hurts because I basically "grew up" And I had so many memories with friends new and old but it's time to say....

This blog, will take a really big back seat... And I will no longer be writing.

I am sadly no longer able to work for big boy mental health reasons. Like something I'm not comfortable with sharing.

Ever since I've had many talks with my therapist about it, I've been thinking a lot, and honestly, it's been hard.

To help myself, And my family, and especially my dad who is trying his best to support me.

Like I said, this isn't a goodbye. Because I'll always be here lurking in the shadows like some cryptid, perhaps if the temptation is too much, I shall wiggle my way out of the ground through a fanfic and run.

I apologize that I must retire from writing to move on to somewhere else, but I hope you guys will support me on my new journey.

To all 4k of you Thank you.

Lazy ass cat boy on the floor for no reason probably asleep.

Bro is balls deep in you but if that sunspot hits him, He is out.

HHHHHHHHHHHHH