as hurt as I am and as heartbroken as I feel, being here and with you has made things so much better than they were.
you opened me up slowly and just saying some of these things out loud felt like a huge load off my shoulders that I can never thank you enough for.
I think you have feelings for me, though, because I see the way you look at me and Iām not stupid but I donāt know how I could ever do it all again.
I canāt hurt someone again the way I hurt him, and I know you could also do a lot better than me but I donāt want to pull away because Iāve been happy.
I donāt know, this is all too much to think about and I just want to enjoy these little moments and not think about anything else but youāre so good ā so warm, kind and loving and you donāt deserve any of what I come with.










