#ripbebe

Just landed back in LA.. eyes swollen shut and nose bright red from crying.. trying to find the strength to walk into my home filled with her presence.. she had a bed in every room.. toys all over the place and had just started shedding her winter coat.. I had always wanted to be a young mom and when that didn't happen I took all my desire to nurture and put it into my Bebe. I cooked her all organic breakfasts and dinner. She let me hold her like a baby even though I could tell she didn't prefer it.. when I felt like giving up or was freaking out she would calm me and bring me back to peace.. a part of me has died with her and it hurts to think about a life without her.. I would give anything for one more cuddle.. #ILoveYouBebe #EternalBebe #RIPBebe

"Man is his own star; and the soul that can Render an honest and a perfect man, Commands all light, all influence, all fate; Nothing to him falls early or too late. Our acts our angels are, or good or ill, Our fatal shadows that walk by us still." #RipBebe #Bebe❤ #EXTRA #Tacony #FreeExtra #K.A.R #Bigrube #mitchell&ness #bathingape

Missing my work from home days with Bebe.. She was always so careful not to step on anything or make any kind of mess.. one time an ex raised his voice at me and she snuck off and took a 💩 on his pillow.. she had never had an accident on a bed before.. so I knew she had gotten revenge for me... my partner in crime.. my furry soulmate. I miss you #EternalBebe #BebeJordan @dogsofinstagram #RIPBebe #bestchihuahuaever

A dear friend of mine drew this for me and it melted my heart 😞❤️💔 #ThankYou #EternalBebe #IMissYouBebe #BebeJordan #BestChihuahuaInTheWorld #RIPBebe mama loves you to the moon and back... 😢

From the time I brought her home @bebe4jordan was fearless and loyal. Even if you bribed her with chicken and steak she would never leave my side. She learned all her tricks instantly and was potty trained from the beginning.. only 4 weeks old she had never been nursed.. I was convinced she thought I was her mom.. the feeling was mutual because she was never a dog to me.. I see her in everything I do and I hate myself for not being there for her last breath.. #ILoveYouBebe #BebeJordan #RIPBebe 💔

Bebe, Last night I curled up in your bed and cried until I had no more tears, I collected your fur and cuddled your favorite toys.. my home was always wherever you are and my heart was whole with you. You were my world for nearly 12 years more my child than my pet. Part of my heart died with you and I'll never be the same.. My darling Bebe.. you'll always be my first true love #RIPBebe #EternalBebe #ILoveYouBebe #BebeJordan