#rip dex

I AM 100% CONVINCED THIS GAME IS SELF AWARE. THIS IS NOT OKAY.

Why? What the fuck did he do to deserve that? What the fuck did she do to deserve it? I feel so fucked by the whole thing. I feel fucked by how it went down. I feel fucked by how everybody just seems to shrug it off. I feel fucked by the betrayal that took place and fucked by the lack of empathy on the part of the animals involved, as well as the lack of perspective on the part of the humans involved. The world feels darker, somehow. Not just because a light was lost but the cruelty in its loss.

First and foremost I feel fucked that if I’m feeling this way from just having been acquainted to such a breathtaking spirit, how must she feel having raised him? He really was the only one of his kind, and the sadness I feel from his loss is deeper than I even deserve to feel.

He wasn’t just a pet, he was a little person. And he was more than a companion. He spent years saving the same life day in and day out with his silly antics and his big warm heart. And he should’ve had years more of it. His time on this Earth was so valuable, it makes no sense that it was cut so short.

I just kind of wish I could pretend that the world that took him didn’t exist.

A world that makes sense would have him laying on her chest right now, his little paws digging into her with every inch of love he knows.

Ahem. Anyway, RIP Dex.