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What are your top five favorite “those brothers are weird and codependent about each other” moments in show. Can be something big like soul selling OR some small micro moment that you are just personally attached to.

In no particular order, because I just don't think I can sort them that rigidly, here they are-

When Dean took those pills after Sam died in Red Meat. He did his job, and he saved who he could, but he's so obviously thinking only about when and how he can fucking kill himself the fastest to get Sam back. And he's so messy about it, slamming that pedialyte. He's got it down to an efficient practice at this point.

In Plucky Pennywhistle's when Dean is splitting up tasks between he and Sam and Sam has to go to Plucky's. "Why dont I uh why dont I just wait for you to get back" as big and as strong as he is, as much as he's gone through at this point, this is still a fear Sam has, and when he's afraid, he wants Dean. Because no matter what the logic says about it, he feels like Dean will be THE THING that protects him and keeps him safe. No matter what the danger, if Dean's there, then nothing that bad can happen to him.

Dean's "I'm gonna say this one time, you make a move on him and you'll be dead before you hit the groun, you understand me? I mean do I make myself CLEAR?!" In Croatoan. I dont think I need to explain this one, but I love it when either of them, (but in this case Dean) get backed into a corner about the other and their teeth come out.

The doublemint twins! I understand talking to your sibling about sex, or the people you've slept with, but who purposefully gets their attention before stripping off their partner for the night in front of the window so your brother, who is sleeping in the car so that you can have an incest threesome, can see the naked silhouette of the girl as you kiss her? And who WATCHES?

And then I think I'm going to pick Sam's "separate rooms? 🥺" fumbling the keys reaction to hearing that, in his late 30s(? I dont remember how old they were at this point) he wouldn't be sharing a room with Dean.

This was really hard! A great question, but I was surprised how difficult it was for me to cherry pick examples. It took me a long time to narrow it down.

What’s your favorite wincest (or codependent) scene in show?

One of my favorite codependency moments is when Sam is trying to break Dean's deal. "I don't want ten years, I dont want one year, I dont want candy. I want to trade places with Dean." And when Dean took those pills and killed himself to plead with the reaper for Sam.

Theres lots of cuter moments, but how they immediately throw their own lives away when the other one is dead or in peril sets my brain on fire.

"I couldn't live with you dead." And they never, never could.

Even at the end, when Sam's in heaven, he's not the age or appearance as when he died, but when Dean did.

I saw something a while ago that was like "Cain asked am I my brothers keeper?" And the rest of the Bible is there to show that the answer is "Yes" (paraphrasing horribly here) and to me, that's THEM. That's the show.

(Thanks man! I wanted to go with something cute, but their Romeo/Juliet nature is the truth and won out.)

In line with your teen themed as to me, who do you think made the big first move between Sam and Dean? And what would it have looked like/what was the context?

Ah the big First Time. I'm very fond of it ^_^

Well, its always Sam. No matter what, Sam's always the one to make the first move, the first one to acknowledge that things between them aren't typical or normal, and that he's okay with that.

So I dont think anything happened until the Christmas after Dean's deal. Sam was really feeling the sand in the hourglass then. I think he'd wait a day or two, to make sure Dean couldn't shrug off his confession as a side effect of the holiday nostalgia or the adrenaline or the liquor or the hangover. I see it happening as something like this- Sam tells Dean that he loves him, Dean's like yeah man I love you too. And Sam's like no NO *grabbing at his hands* I LOVE you I'm IN love with you, and he kisses him. And Dean doesn't kiss back at first but Sam keeps kissing and telling him how much he loves him and how he wants as much of him as he can while they can still be together. And that's when Dean kisses back, and he's got his hands all over him just touching as much as he can reach. Its not even sexy it's just desperate and amazed that he can. Like, he's cupping Sam's ear and just absolutely CRUSHING their bodies together just to do it. And he's crying and Sam's crying but also laughing and I'd imagine it'd be a little hysterical.

And they end up cozied together. In the Impala or motel, half dressed just have skin to skin contact and going over their lives and memories with a new lens. "There was that summer you ran around all season without a shirt, you remember that?"

"Yeah cause I kept wanting to LOOK at me, and you never did! Jerk."

"Listen Bitch I was trying to be a good brother. It was hard okay? I noticed!"

Stuff like that.

Though, I could also be persuaded to the idea of Sam trying something before he left for collage, kisses and promises, maybe even trying to convince Dean to come with him. That he could start over just like Sam is, nobody even had to know they were brothers, they could be anyone they wanted. They could be together. They're much more open to that sort of thing in California.

Though that one didnt go over so well.

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What do you think is the thing about Dean that Sam finds the sexiest/biggest turn on? And then the reverse - what is the thing about Sam that drives Dean the most crazy?

Okay I had to think about this for a minute, cause it's not what Sam finds endearing, it's not what makes them fond, and I gotta be objective also, its not what *I* find sexy.

But I've got it 😌

For Sam, it's when Dean's a badass! Not when he's trying to be, not when he's purposefully showing off, looking for a compliment, the sibling instinct to annihilate takes over then. But when he takes control of the situation and just IS.

The flaregun scene right away in the second episode, when Dean blew that door open and Sam and that other girl thought it was awesome, when Dean had that fuckin grenade/rocket launcher thing and threatened to blow them and everybody else up. "They just don't know who they're messing with/// No they don't Dean".

(huh. Maybe Sam's got a thing for pyro?) , for just a few examples.

Anyway Sam looked like he wanted Dean over the nearest semi-flat surface asap in every one of those moments.

After that I would say his eyes and his smell.

For Dean I genuinely could just say "Sam" full stop. Just all of him. But honestly I think I'm gonna say Sam's size (shut up). I think Dean finds it hot that one of Sam's hands can cradle his whole face, that Sam can toss him around a little. Not even in a rough sex way necessarily, or not only, but also in a "oh, I get to be the one picked and held against a wall this time. Someone can lift ME up and hold onto my hips, or chuck me gently onto the bed. I get to be ragdolled." I've seen the way Dean looks when he hits the bed before the woman does , on his back looking up all shiny.

After that I'd say Sam's hair and mouth. Cause he's always making a comment on it, and at least twice mentioned braiding it, and he's ALWAYS LOOKING AT SAM'S MOUTH

Wait omg! WAIT OMG! You draw too? jeeezus chrisssst! I’m just. Steve’s little scrunchy cum face is amazing. Draw more. Draw all the time. Literally do not be doubtful or ashamed ever again ❤️

Sneak off and read it when no one’s looking. >:)

First, off, I am SO sorry it’s taken me so long to respond. It’s been a crazy two weeks.

Second, THANK YOU!!! I watched BH6 and rewatched several of Baymax’s scenes to make sure I got his voice right (just like I’m doing for Deadpool right now!). So, it made me so ecstatic that so many of you loved Baymax. Seriously, it’s been my most popular chapter ever. 

I do love it when the boys are being lovely with each other. But honestly, there’s no part of them I don’t love (even when they’re fighting!). I can’t wait to share some of the upcoming chapters with you guys.

Gosh, thank you!!! After almost 140k words (plus the 21k for the first chapter of TWBB), I honestly feel I have a good head for these boys and their friends. I know who they’re supposed to be now, so the writing comes a lot more naturally than it used to.