#self stething

this is my first cardiophile video, please be kind. you can ask me anything about my cardiophilia, posts and videos. i can be your heartbeat-personal doll :)

Neither my best cam focus nor my best body shape but i left this to you

It’d be so much easier for other normal people to understand me. Having sex would be normal and easier without fumbling with a stethoscope or headphones.

I also wouldn’t have to deal with how my heart horny brain perceives the world. Drinking coffee? Horny. Smoking? Horny. Exercising? Horny. Thrilled? Horny. I can hear my heart against my pillow? Horny!! Watching a movie when a heartbeat sound plays? Absolutely, completely and devastatingly horny!!!!

I can’t even say the word “heart” without thinking twice about it. Then, I’m thinking about hearts…!!

But… at the same time…

How amazing is it to be in a community with people who are not normal- like me? They understand the way I feel… And how my brain works… Why my heart beats faster when I start sharing…

How exciting is it to hear a heart? It feels like rapture… Complete and total ecstasy. How hot is it when that heart skips a beat…? It’s enough to push me over the edge… Nothing turns me on like the heart… I need it to experience sexual pleasure… and for my eventual climax…

I get turned on so easily… and I don’t know if that’s a bad thing.

Being normal would definitely be easier… But not as nearly as much fun. The heart adds a certain layer of intimacy and intensity that normal sex just can’t match.