#rgcf

I felt His love thru warm greetings and tight hugs. I was reminded my identity in Christ. Great time with my disciples and discipler.

My soul was rested and refreshed.

2nd birthday without you Mama but I was not alone! God never leave me. He made His love so real and tangible. Salamat Ama sa mga taong binago at daluyan ng pagmamahal mo.

Salamat po Tita Annie sa chicken pesto pasta at relyenong bangus na ubod ng sarap.

Thank you Nanay Baby sa lumpia.

Thank you Pawils for that kare-kare.

Thank you, Denyse and Julia for the Ube cake.

Thank you, Sha sa prayers at pagcall out ng mga bagay na minsan kinakalimutan ko na pala yung “ako”, yung Roan na uniquely ginawa Niya.

Search me, O God, and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts! Psalm 139:23

And He answered me with these two words. Haha. Ang sakit sa puso, pero oo, totoo! This is so me (not everyday but yeah, this is me). Sa mga paulit-ulit kong struggle sa iba’t-ibang bagay..major things eh dahil dyan.

Sa isang pasyente, para gumaling kelangang maging honest sa Doctor. 

10 Create in me a clean heart, O God,    and renew a right spirit within me. 11 Cast me not away from your presence,    and take not your Holy Spirit from me. 12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation,    and uphold me with a willing spirit.

Psalm 51 10-12

Hindi ko ‘to kayang mawala agad-agad but Lord help me to surrender everyday.

My manager posted a video of his child watching a dinosaur - a  mascott dancing dinosaur.In spite of “cuteness” of their dancing, they still look scary.

One thing that strucks me with the most about that clip in the midst of screaming children, the noise of the crowd, loud music that is playing...

It is when my manager whisper to his son (seems to be afraid but still smiling), “Daddy’s here. Daddy’s here.“

God’s still small voice resounds in my heart after watching it. “Daddy’s here.“

I was reminded deeply that whenever I’m afraid, just have faith. He’s here! Whenever you will step back on something. God is whispering you, “Do not be afraid child. I am here!”. Just listen closely. Seek with all your heart. HearHis sweet voice. 

Don’t be afraid. Just believe. Mark 5:36 

Whenever we will feel so desperate and in a situation in life when we are totally and completely helpless and didn’t know what to do or who to turn to. You will hear Him say that, “Your Father is here.“

This is His very word for me today. Thank you so much Lord for reminding me and letting me know this over and over again. For the love that is indescribable. For the grace and mercy that is overwhelming. Thank you Lord!

Araw na kailanma'y di na malulungkot kapag sumagi ka sa isipan

Hindi na magagalit sa sarili sa biglaang pag-isip sayo

Magiging magaan sa damdamin ang pagbalik tanaw sa dating tayo

Kailan?

Damdaming magulo at isip na pabago-bago

Sakit na walang dugo at sugat pero patuloy na inaantay ang paghilom nito

Puro tanong pero ayaw ng malaman pa ang sagot

Bakit?

Iaayos ang kaisipang maligalig

Bibigyang ngiti ang pusong minsan ang pag-asa'y naglaho

Tanging Panginoon ang may maalam ng parating na pagbabago

Paano?

Kapag ang ako ay nabuo na muli

Sana makita ko na ang tamang siya sa panahong handa na ako

Maliit lang ang mundo, sana magkita tayo

Saan?

Magmamahal akong muli sa tamang panahon

Mamahalin niya ko ng totoo sa lahat ng pagkakataon

Bibigyang halaga palagi ang hindi lang ang ako ngunit ang kami

I just needed someone to remind me of things that

really matters

..

I just need to admit to myself that what I did is not God glorifying..

Less of Roan.. More of Jesus..

I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God.. - Galatians 20:2

Gustuhin ko mang magpost ng matinong blog, pero again.. random things na naman ang pumapasok sa utak ko..haha..

Lessons learned:

- I-priority ang spiritual life!!!

- Mawala ng lahat wag lang si Lord sa buhay mo!

Hay.. pagod is overflowing.. i need a break.. i demand for a break.. huhuhu!

..amazing how technology can makes someone extra closer when they are away

and..

..strange how it set an extra miles to the person just next you?