#reverse birth

It's hidden and the user has been deactivated, but as soon as you read the first few lines, you immediately save it in a separate document. The person who posted it talks about permanent pregnancy. Of a way to trick nature. You're hooked. You research all the steps the person listed, the herbs to inhibit labour and the ones to take during. You will make sure that this is going to work! You gently caress your belly as you place the last of your orders.

"This is it baby... I just want to keep you safe inside, yeah? Mommy loves feeling you kick and move so much.", you whisper lovingly.

On the low table, you have the herbs and some sports drink to keep up your electrolytes and not get dehydrated accidentally. Additionally, you now have pillows upon pillows to lean back against and start pushing with your contractions. The pain sharpens as you feel your baby descend with every push, the burning of muscles being stretched that previously had no business doing so. After a while, your lower lips begin to feel even worse than your birth canal, and your soft groans turn into bitten-off screams.

Still, you do everything to prolong your pregnancy naturally; you don't walk much, you try to be as gentle with yourself as possible. But eventually, biology takes over, and you wake up to cramps and an oddly tight feeling in your belly and hips. Instinctively, you know that this is it. You're prepared, so you try to relax as your contractions become stronger and quicker. Your baby is moving more than usual as well, as if it knows that you're getting ready to birth it.

Around noon, your water breaks, relieving some of the pressure in your hips, but it also has your baby descend quicker than before. The kicking now becomes sharper as the buffering of the amniotic fluid is gone. After hours of labouring, the urge to push becomes impossible to ignore, so you make your way to the little nest you prepared in the living room.

"C'mon, baby, you need to get out, so I can work on keeping you inside longer...", you groan as the contraction tapers of for a few moments.

As the baby's head slowly begins to open you in a teardrop shape, you grab the first herb you need to chew on for a few minutes. It tastes bitter, but it doesn't matter much as the pain of an almost crowning head takes over your awareness for a while. After minutes of struggling, your baby's head finally pops out in a gush of fluids, and you spit out the herb to exchange it with the next one. You breath through the brief respite of the burning pain - now, it's just a throbbing kind of sharpness compared to the burn of a full crown. You still feel your baby's legs move in your canal, but it's surprisingly not too bad. But soon enough, your abdomen tightens again with another contraction, and you push again to get the shoulders past your opening.

"Yes, baby, like that. Just a bit more, c'mon.", you prompt, even though your baby can't understand you.

For a few moments, everything is quiet, only your laboured breathing disrupts the peace. The baby stays quiet too, but you can see its chest rising and falling shallowly, and you know that it's supposed to be like that thanks to the herbs you chewed on. With one trembling hand, you reach out to trace your baby's face while the other reaches for the last herb you need to take. It tastes odd, not exactly bad but not good either. But it does make the soreness disappear quickly until you feel almost euphoric. This is it. Now you can get on with making yourself pregnant again and for as long as you want to be.

The leaves in your mouth begin to grow spicy, your tongue burning slightly as if you ate some hot sauce or something similar. It slowly travels down your throat and into your belly, warming you from the inside out. It eases some of the discomfort.

The shoulders are stubborn, it takes you a while to get the first one out with a shout. The other one stays stuck for three or four more pushes before your baby slips out of you up to the waist. You shift your hips, lifting them off the blanket your seated on and with a last strong push, you force the whole body out of you.

Still chewing, you take hold of your baby's legs and carefully shift to press its feet to your hole again. Distinctly, you know this should be painful and possibly feel wrong, but all you can really think about is how great the pregnancy was. When the feet slip back in, you gasp in surprise before giggling softly. You feel them move inside you, trying to kick but being squeezed tightly by your walls. Readjusting your grip, you ease the calves back inside yourself until you feel the feet poking your womb again. Thanks to the herbs, it's still fully dilated and with some gentle prodding, the feet slip inside again. You groan softly as your child kicks you again, harder this time, but you push more of the baby inside while moving your hips forward to quicken the process. Your previously slightly deflated belly grows rounder again, and the image alone has you grinning widely.

You can do this. Just a little bit more, and you'll have all you ever wanted.

The arms are a bit tricky since you don't want to hurt your baby, but after some struggling and more kicks to your womb, you simply ball them into fists and press them to your hole. It takes a bit until you stretch around the added girth but then, with a soft pop, the hands slip inside you as well. The shoulders are almost easy after that, though there's some tightness again now that has you groaning softly.

Before you do the last stretch to get the head back inside you as well, you take a short break and spit out the leaves in your mouth. After you get the baby back into your womb completely, you need to drink and then just wait with your hips elevated slightly to keep the baby in.

"Okay, baby, let's get you back inside, okay? You love it inside there, too, right?"

"Bye, bye, little one. I'll see you again in nine months.", you whisper down at your child.

It kicks you again, but you take it as agreement. The baby wiggles slightly, turning a bit before stilling again. Grabbing the head gently, you press against it and feel the baby slowly move further inside you. Your hole stretches around the chin first and then, with almost herculean effort, you force the rest of the head into you as well.

A startled shout rips itself from your throat, though it didn't even hurt, but the sudden fullness is a lot to take after everything. But you're not done yet, you still need to get the head behind your cervix as well. The baby wiggles inside you, pressing against your walls and kicking at your womb again. It's probably confused about being back in a tight space, but it's not trying to get back out.

Shifting to get a better angle, you grab the lube you placed on the table and slick up your hand and wrist. You've never tried something like this before, but since you just had a whole baby, a hand shouldn't really be a problem.

Then, taking a deep breath, you carefully insert two fingers to see how tight you are. Unsurprisingly, you can almost immediately add two more, spreading them slightly to test. It pulls slightly, but you're getting impatient, so you press your thumb inside as well. Since the head is resting just behind your hole, you fingers press against it uncomfortably, so you shift and then start pushing the head further up your birth canal.

Really, you have no idea how long you keep doing it until you feel the head slip through your cervix again. You're bend around your now round and full belly awkwardly to reach your hole, but the second the head stops touching your fingers, you feel whole again.

"You make me so happy, baby.", you whisper to your belly, "We'll be so happy like this."

Moaning softly, you flop backwards, hand getting dragged out of yourself by the movement. Jerkily, you manage to place some pillows below your hips to angle them upwards before you just breath for a few moments. Then you grab your drink and swallow down half of it in just a few gulps. It feels refreshing and close your eyes to just bask in the moment. You're still pregnant. You'll stay pregnant now... You did it!