chaoticspaces replied to your post “which aus are you “active” with right now? so we can ask about them?”
restlessssssss lexa and costia and her sitting in the garden? before clarke came, but after nia struck. sitting in the dark legs crossed mouth open and moon-scalded, eyes nothing but pale white disks, listening to the spirits hiss. searching for the only voice she wanted to hear. getting glimpses of her, through the noise. she sits for days, dehydrated and rigid, until even the spirits can't sustain her and she falls back out
oof before it was a proper garden? still just weeds and rocks? before her little cottage was homey and cozy and livable? just a ramshackle little hovel within stonesthowable distance from where swamp witch echo took her in and taught her that costia was still reachable? that the chasm between life and death wasnt as vast as it seemed?
still a child? still so hopeful. still so desperate and heart broken. still so guilty. seeking so fervently, so recklessly, for costia - if only to beg for forgiveness.
