#responsestuck

2tudiie2 2how that a2 a general rule, entertaiiniing dark and viiolent thought2 ii2 not a good iidea, iif you let your2elf get 2tuck iin the2e type2 of thought pattern2 you can get your2elf worked up, and ju2t end up makiing your2elf angriier, or 2adder, or more de2perate, whiich ii2n't goiing two help wiith your 2tre22 level2.

whiich ii2n’t two say that iit’2 bad that you’re haviing the thought2 at all, iintru2iive thoughts do happen and they're not 2omethiing you can alway2 help, you just 2houldn’t encourage them, iit’2 not good for your mental health.

a great techniique for dealiing wiith them ii2 two pretend like they're 2omethiing your a22hole friiend ii2 2houtiing iin the background.

“II WANT TWO PUNCH THAT GUY IIN THE FACE!” thank you, KK, but ii don’t thiink ii’m goiing two do that.

“you could jump iin front of that car.” okay but con2iider: no.

don't let thought2 liike thii2 take root, don't let them fe2ter, when they happen, ju2t bru2h them a2iide. wiith any luck thii2 wiill help you deal wiith the poiint2 of 2tre22 iin your liife that are cau2iing them iin the fiir2t place.

Yeah, drop those friends. If they flat out said to your face that they’re not going to make an effort like that, they’re shit friends. They can’t call you by a different name or have the sense not to call you a girl, they don’t hang with you. Make sure they know that, and ditch them.

alright

wwhen you wwake up evvery mornin

go find a mirror or you dont evven need a mirror but think a one thin about you thats good

like all a alternia wwould die wwithout you

or your hairs really cool

just anythin about yourself

try an do it three times a day

also you should make a list a all your positivve traits an put each one on a piece a paper an put it in a jar

wwhenevver you cant think a somethin pull one out

wwhen someone says something nice to you put it dowwn

look at them as often as possible an your headll get used to bein positivve

This May Not Be The Best Environment To Come Out At All

Your Safety May Be Compromised If You Tell Them About Either Your Gender Or Your Sexuality

So Right Now

Presently

Coming Out May Not Be The Best Idea And I Dont Suggest It

Speaking Out Might Get You Bullied Further But If You Feel Its Needed You Should Be Careful About It

Prioritize Your Safety

You Can Work On Techniques For Dealing With Them When They Do That Such As Constructing Responses In Your Head Or Listening To Music Or Focusing On Something Else

oHHH,,,tHAT’S REALLY ROUGH,bUT, uHH, mAYBE YOU CAN REASON WITH HER?sHE SOUNDS,,, kiNDA SKETCHY,bUT, mAYBE, tHERE’S A REASON YOUR FRIENDS LIKE HER?i HOPE IT ISN’T JUST, tHAT THEY DON’T REALIZE, tHE KIND OF, uH, nON-SENSITIVE PROBLEMS OF HER PERSONALITY,,,iF YOU CAN’T WORK SOMETHING OUT LIKE THAT,mAYBE YOU CAN JUST, sTOP SEEING HER AS MUCH,wITHOUT ANY OF THE DRAMATIC WAYS OF DOING THATjUST DON’T TALK TO HER AS OFTEN AND WHEN YOU’RE IN GROUPS, mAYBE CLING MORE TO THE SPOTS OF OTHER FRIENDSaND IF YOU CAN, tRY TO MAKE, tHE THINGS SHE SAYS ABOUT YOU, tHAT YOU DON’T LIKE, sEEM LESS TRUE?iF YOU MANAGE, tO HAVE THE COURAGE, tHEN MAYBE TALK TO ONE OR TWO OF YOUR FRIENDS IN A ONE-ON-ONE WAY, tO MAKE THEM KNOW HOW YOU’RE FEELING,,,

OH, RIGHT, YEAH. SUPER FUCKING BUSY. THAT’S ME.

SORRY, MY PERILOUS VACUUM OF SHITTING ABOUT DOING NOTHING ISN’T YOUR FAULT.

LOOK, WE ALL HAVE DOUBTS ABOUT OURSELVES. EVEN A RIGHTEOUS LEADER OF TROLLS SUCH AS MYSELF CAN FUCK RIGHT OFF SOMETIMES. 

BUT NOBODY’S WORTHLESS. I MEAN SOMETIMES I WONDER ABOUT SOME OF THE MORONS I HAVE TO DEAL WITH, BUT OBJECTIVELY EVEN THE MOST INFURIATING SUBORDINATE HAS CONTRIBUTED IN SOME WAY.

IT’S NOT EASY PROPPING YOURSELF UP EVERY DAY AND TAKING HOLD OF THE WHEEL OF DESTINY, ESPECIALLY WHEN IT FEELS LIKE YOU’RE STEERING THROUGH A SEA OF SHIT.

I GUESS WHAT I’M SAYING IS…

UM…