#renxreader

It’s been months since you were abducted by your former top client, Ren. You’re not sure why he targeted you, he’s said something in the past about wanting someone in a “similar industry”, but you’ve largely given up caring about his motives. Shockingly, even to yourself, you’ve grown fond of the beastkin, despite the circumstances. You live in a large penthouse, have all your wants and needs paid for, and you’ve been gaining little privileges back each day with good behavior. Besides a few slip ups here and there, you’ve become a nice little lapdog for Fox, and you’re even enjoying your new position. He’s adapted well to the partnership as well, giving you gifts and showering you with as much attention as you could ask for. Recently, though, Ren has become much more possessive over you. It started out with small gestures, like holding you tighter when he came home, or doing various tasks around the house for you. You only started to notice the change a week or so into it, when he started hurting you. He would pinch you for getting off the couch without him, sometimes he would leave scratches while cuddling. He even grabbed your arm and yanked you back down to your chair when you got up from the table without asking first. One night, you were sitting at the dinner table and discussing his day as usual. “I’ve had better days, Pet. Profits are steady, but I had to meet with a new client around lunchtime. He was referred to me by another client I’ve had for some time now, but Christ I wish he didn’t.” Ren has made a consistent point to talk at lengths about his time at work, but never discloses too much information. He’s not once let a client’s name slip, revealed the location of his work, or any finer details. The one thing he would talk about semi openly, and semi fondly, is his coworkers. Trying to lighten the mood, you decided to bring them up. “Hey you haven’t talked about your coworkers much, how are they? How’s Kangaroo doing?” Kangaroo had visited you a few times while Ren was out of town. Usually just to bring you food and other care items you’d need since you weren’t allowed to leave on your own. Sometimes, though, he would linger, and the two of you would talk and enjoy each other’s company. Ren put down his fork and stared into his plate. “I can talk about whatever I want, why the Hell do you want to know about him?" You looked up at him, confused at his sudden pissy tone. “I’m just curious, Ren, you usually talk about them a lot.” “No, why do you want to know about Kangaroo so bad, huh? Did you two do shit while I was away?” His voice rose, causing you to back into your chair. “What? No, you know neither of us would do that.” “Right, and now you’re fucking lying to me. That’s it, give me your phone.” He got out of his seat and stood over you, extending his hand. “Ren, what’s gotten into you? You’re usually not like this, and besides, my phone’s in the other room.” He grabbed your arm and pulled you to your feet. His claws sank into your wrist and you yelped in pain. “Don’t fucking lie to me, Pet, I saw how you smiled at him the last time we went out.” He dragged you to the bedroom, and you yelled at him to stop. “What did you two do, huh? Did you fuck on my bed? Did you initiate it? Did he make you scream his fucking name?” He threw you to the floor and dug his foot into your back, forcing you down. You cried out in pain, begging him to stop, and he grabbed your phone off the bedside table. It had been a while since he checked your phone, even though it was mirrored onto his. He went to your messages, and immediately went to Kangaroo’s contact. He swiped through, but all he saw was a short back and forth about a show, dating back weeks ago. Still, he threw your phone on the ground in anger. “Ren, please, I didn’t do anything! Why are you doing this?” He looked up at the mirrored ceiling above the bed and saw himself. He was skinny, and his tail was less puffy than usual. He had noticed more hair coming off in the shower, much more than usual. He sighed, and lifted his foot off of you.

You crawled up and backed onto the edge of the bed, holding your bleeding arm. “Ren, for the love of God, what is wrong? You’ve been fucking crazy lately, what’s wrong with you?” He looked down at you, ears pinned pack and eyes staring daggers into you. “Nothing is fucking wrong with me!” He yelled back, and walked out of the room. You followed, only to see him lock himself in his office again. Lately, he’s been going in there whenever he gets heated, whether that be sexually, or due to anger. “Ren, open up!" You yelled and slammed your fist on the door. “I don’t give a shit about what you’re doing, or whatever business trip you’re planning." Your blood smeared on the wall and dripped down to the floor. You knocked for a while, but got no response from Ren. Eventually, you got tired of yelling, and resided back in the bedroom. After cleaning your arm, which was now starting to scab, you angrily marched to the bed and tucked yourself in. What the Hell’s gotten into him? Work has been stressful before, but it’s never been this bad for him. He’s always a little weird and possessive, but this is just excessive. Maybe he’ll be in a better mood tomorrow…

You woke to Ren’s alarm going off, and not to him cuddling you. You rolled over and were met with his back facing you. Not remembering the night before quite yet, you lazily threw your arm around his waist and nuzzled your face in his back. When you got no response, you shook him a bit. Still no response. “Ren, your alarm is going off, shut it off.” Still no response. You sat up, turned off the alarm, and looked down at him. His eyes were still shut and he was drooling onto his pillow. “Ren, are you dead? Wake up." You shook him harder and he finally started to rouse. Now remembering the night before, you didn’t feel bad about shaking him so hard. “Did you stay up all night? What were you doing so late?” Ren rolled over, rubbing sleep from his eyes, and barely looked up at you. “…hm?" You looked down at him, now with pity instead of irritation, and brushed his hair back. You hate to admit it, but he looked so adorably pathetic when he was half asleep. “Hm, poor Ren. Come on sweetie, you need to get up.” With a soft groan, he rolled back over. Was he hit with a tranquilizer dart or something? You took it upon yourself to brew the morning coffee and start on breakfast. Ren’s coffee almost had more creamer and syrup in it than actual coffee, but it’s the only way he’d drink it. You set fresh fruit, coffee, and bowls of oatmeal out on the dining room table before returning to their bedroom. Ren, of course, was still knocked out cold in the bed. You ripped the blanket off of him and pushed him on his back. You grabbed him by the shoulders and shook him awake, and his eyes shot open. “What, what?! What’s wrong?” “Ren, wake up, you slept through your alarm.” He sat up and asked what time it was while rubbing his face. “It’s not too bad, it’s 7:30 and breakfast is on the table…what’s that?" You focused on a pill bottle you hadn’t noticed before on Ren’s nightstand and pointed at it. “What, that? Oh, nothing, don’t worry about it.” He stood up, grabbed the pill bottle, and made his way to the bathroom, mumbling something about getting dressed under his breath. You sat on the bed with your arms folded. Great, he’s being mysterious about drugs now too. Who said relationships get boring? I’m always finding out new shit about him. 

Ren entered the dining room shortly after you and sat down. He was still in his pajamas, but had washed his face and was much more awake than before. “Thank you for breakfast, Pet. I’m so sorry, my medication makes it hard for me to wake up in the morning." You bit your lip and looked at him. “Is that what was in that pill bottle?” “Yeah, it is, I won’t be on it long though…shit, I’m sorry about last night, Pet.” He noticed the bandage on your arm and focused on it. “I know I haven’t been myself lately…let’s go out to dinner tonight, alright? Let me make it up to you.” He seemed genuinely remorseful, but you were still annoyed with him. “Sure, let’s go out tonight. I take it Kangaroo won’t be driving us.” Ren took a deep breath and a long sip of his coffee. “Delicious coffee, darling, let’s get your arm bandaged again after breakfast.” Deflecting again, at least he isn’t furious this time. Sure enough, he tended to your wound before getting changed himself. You sat on the edge of the bed and he kissed your arm as he wrapped it. “You’ll heal just fine, darling. Spend today relaxing and picking out what you’ll wear tonight.” He kissed your temple and went to get dressed. While he was in the bathroom, you made the dangerous choice of snooping through his bedside table. There’s no way a medication is making him act like this, what’s in that bottle? You opened the drawer and held up the medicine bottle. It dawned on you that you never asked for his last name, you only ever knew him as Fox or Ren. Hm…Hana, doesn’t that mean lily or something? You flipped it over and found the name of the medication, but didn’t recognize it. Inside it were blue and white pills you also didn’t recognize. Ren walked out of the bathroom and you quickly put the bottle back in his nightstand and laid back on the bed. He didn’t notice, and kissed you again. “I’m leaving, darling, is there anything else you need?" You smiled at him and shook your head. “Nope, I’ll be fine till you get back, I’m excited for our date night.” He smiled and bit his lip. “I am too, Pet, I’ll try to rush home.” He left, and took his pills with him, leaving a very irritated and confused Pet behind.

Ren got home early, and you had some time to calm down. Even though your arm still stung, your new concern for Ren overpowered your irritation for him. You already had your makeup and hair done, and was waiting for him to come home before getting dressed. “Hi Ren! I’m almost ready, when did you want to lea-” he cut you off with a tight hug from behind. “Hmmm I missed you, Pet, I missed you sooo much.” He buried his face in your back and his claws threatened to scratch your waist. “You smell so good, good enough to eat~” “I missed you too, sweetie, when do you want to leave for our date?” He hugged you tighter and backed you to the bed, pushing you down. “Hmmm, how about we forget the date, and instead we stay here and-” He looked at your bandage and noticed the confusion on your face. “-and…uh, yeah, let’s…let’s leave soon, just give me a minute.” He rushed out of the bedroom while patting his pockets, assumingly looking for his pills again. Greeeat, I’ll be lucky to just see him by dinner time. You didn’t want to let on too much, but this time his dashing off actually hurt. Even though you were sort of used to his new flakiness, you foolishly thought this time would be different. He promised you’d go out, and you were looking forward to it. You tried not to let your tears fall, since you had spent so much time and effort on getting ready. Your phone buzzed, and you looked over at it. It was a text from Ren. “We’ll go soon, I need to take care of something. Shouldn’t take longer than half an hour, I’m sorry.” A faint smile grew on your face, and you dabbed at your tears with the tie on your robe. Forty five minutes passed and you got upset again, but tried keeping your cool. You gently knocked on Ren’s door and waited on a response. “Ren, sweetie? Do you want to go soon? I’m all ready, I just need to put on my shoes.” “Yes Pet! I’ll be ready in five minutes!” His breath was shallow, almost as though he had been exercising the whole time. “O-okay! Take your time…” Sure enough, a few more minutes passed and he finally came out of his office. “One more minute, darling, I need to get changed before we go.” As he passed, you caught his scent and a glimpse into his office. Maybe I’m right, it sure smells like he’s been working out, and I think that’s exercise equipment in there. You followed him into the bedroom and put on your shoes. You were wearing a strappy, skin tight, dark red dress with a slit going up each leg. You decided to go with your taller open toed heels, knowing they were one of Ren’s favorites. After you slid them on, you walked to the mirror and looked at yourself. Ren appeared behind you, wearing a dark blue suit. He took a deep breath as he looked at you and placed a hand on your waist. He brought you down to turn the apartment’s perimeters off your collar, and whispered in your ear. “Ravishing, Darling, let’s go.”

They took the elevator down and met a face not yet familiar to you. “How are we feeling tonight, Fox? Fox’s Pet?” Fox rushed towards him and waved. “Oh just fine, Rhino, I’m fine. Pet, this is Rhino." You looked up at him, he was even bigger than Kangaroo, and made Fox look incredibly small. “H-hi! It’s so nice to finally meet you!" You extended your hand to shake his, but he just nodded in return. He opened the door and you climbed in, but Rhino shut it before Fox could follow. You looked up and saw them talking, almost as though they were settling an agreement together. Rhino opened the door again, and Fox climbed. “What was that? Is everything alright?” He kissed your cheek and took your hand. “Everything’s fine, Pet, um…He’s actually going to join us tonight. He’ll have his own table, though, so we’ll still have our time to ourselves.” He grinned, and you raised an eyebrow at him. “He’s our driver and our bodyguard tonight, Pet. That’s why I brought Rhino instead of Kangaroo.” “Do we need a bodyguard? Are we going somewhere dangerous?” His smile fell and he pinched your hip, making you squeak. “One more question and I’m turning us around.”

The three arrived at the restaurant, another fancy one you hadn’t been to. Other women, dressed much more conservatively than you, snickered as they walked by, but looked up in awe as Rhino followed. You looked down, embarrassed by the idea of having a chaperone on your date with Ren. You overheard one of the women whisper something under you breath. “…can’t believe that animal’s out of its cage…” Are they talking about me, Ren, or Rhino? Luckily, Ren seemed to have calmed down enough to either not notice, or not care about the people staring at them. They approached the hostess stand, and Ren flashed a big smile at her. “Hello, my dear, we have two reservations. One for two, and one for just one.” She looked at him worriedly, but nodded and led them to their tables. Sure enough, Rhino sat a few tables away, but they could still see him clearly. “Well I am absolutely starving, what are you in the mood for, Darling?” He asked, opening the menu and snapping you out of your thoughts. “Oh, um, I’m not sure yet. Let me see…" You opened your menu as well, which mostly featured steak and other high end meats. You decided on a shrimp cocktail as an appetizer, and a Moscow mule for your drink. Ren went ahead and ordered his entree, an extra raw steak with three sides. “You’re really hungry, honey, what did you have for lunch?” “I had leftovers from last night. I’m just really starved today, not sure why." Your shrimp arrived, and you playfully fed one to Ren, trying to rekindle whatever romance you could from the night. To your surprise, he ate the whole thing in one bite, including the tail. When your entrees arrived, you simply sat back and watched Ren scarf down his food while nibbling on your salmon. “Ren, for the love of God, calm down. No one’s going to take your food from you, and people are already staring at us.” He looked up, midway through shoving more of his barely cooked steak into his mouth. He swallowed, and whipped his mouth with his napkin. “Sorry Pet, I’m just so hungry.” He calmed down and you looked back at Rhino. You followed his gaze, and landed on a table of people snickering and pointing at Ren. After dinner, Rhino drove the couple back to the apartment. Ren looked like he was on the verge of passing out, and even “rested his eyes” on the ride back. You were also exhausted, but more so due to the nagging embarrassment you felt the whole night. From Ren acting out, to the stress of being watched all night, you were ready for it to end. All you wanted to do was go to bed, but Ren insisted on taking a bath together first. He drew the water while you took off your makeup. He looked at you, and then at himself in the mirror. “Shit!” He leaned into his reflection and touched his face. “I forgot my concealer! Fuck, that’s why so many people were looking at us tonight.” He had hidden his tail and ears well throughout the night, you hadn’t noticed his marked cheeks. Still, you kissed them, and led him to the bath. You stripped, expecting some comments or light groping, but were met with nothing. You didn’t know whether to question it or be relieved. While this was very unlike him, you were still turned off of him from dinner. Ren got into the bath, and you shortly followed. You laid back on his chest and held each other in silence for a while. 

While keeping your focus on the ceiling, you broke the silence. “Ren, I need to ask, what the Hell are in those pills you’re taking? You haven’t been yourself lately, and I miss how you were.” He rolled his eyes and took a deep breath. “Darling, how much do you know about Beastkins?" You raked your brain, trying to remember any bits or pieces of knowledge you could. “I know a decent amount, I guess. I’ve done research here and there, and I used to have a friend who was a wolf beastkin back in the day. Why do you ask?" You looked up at him, and he avoided your gaze. God this is never fun to talk about. Come on man, spit it out, she needs to know what she’s in for. “How much do you know about um…heat and rut cycles?" You narrowed your brows at him, but then your eyes got wide. “Oh I um…oh-OH!" Your jaw fell and cupped your hands around your mouth. “Oh Ren, is this what this is? Oh my God, that explains so much!” His ears pinned back, his cheeks blushed, and he still wouldn’t look at you. “Yeah, and this is why I don’t like talking about it, you people always get so weird about it.” Having this talk with past captives has always been a mixed bag. He’d been met with misinformed excitement, confusion, and repulsion. Most of the time, though, he’s been met with fear. “N-no, Ren, I just didn’t know that’s what was wrong. God, I thought you had a drug addiction or cancer or something.” He finally looked at you, now it was his turn to be confused. “A drug addiction? Cancer? What the Hell would make you think…” Ren stopped and thought for a second. “Oooh, no, my medication? Those are my rut suppressants." You let out a sigh of relief and put a hand over your heart. “They don’t work too well in my actual rut, but they help with the lead up to it." You rested your head back on Ren’s chest, and he put his arm around you. “How long does your rut usually last?” He sighed, preparing himself for your questions. “Usually a week, but I’ve had lead ups last almost a month. Of course that was when I was younger, though. With my suppressants at my age, I can operate just fine and go to work, but I take off the week of my actual rut. Then there’s my peak, which lasts a day or two right in the middle of it." You brushed his chest fur, a tuft coming off in your hand. “So that’s why you’ve been so upset lately, and why you’ve been spending so much time in your office.” He nodded along, finally validating Your suspicions. “Don’t worry though, Pet, we’re about to spend a looot of time together." You sank a little into the water, now realizing your role in this. If he’s acting this possessive now, I don’t know if I can handle him at his peak. Sure you were bigger than Ren in almost every way, but he still had sharp teeth and claws. Not to mention, he could put you in a collar whenever he wanted. “Well, um, what are you like at your peak?” Ren chuckled softly at your sudden meekness. “All the instincts of an animal with the intelligence of a human. Soooo an apex predator, basically.” Cocky bastard. You sat up again and looked back at him, not amused by his ego suddenly jumping out. “I'm kidding, Pet…Well, not really, that’s kind of accurate. I don’t think you’re going to hate it, though, you’re tough." You raised an eyebrow, even less amused with his snarky comment about you. “I just get really horny, is all. And I nest, and I knot real bad, and I get kind of…aggressive.” “Okay, define aggressive.” “It’s not too bad, I just might not let you leave the nest is all.” Thankfully, you were already familiar with nesting, and now his insistence on leaving the bed a mess made sense. “Ren? Are you lying to me.” He scoffed, acting offended, but you wouldn’t bite. “You’ll be alright, Pet. I have some medical supplies ordered just in case.” “That doesn’t make me feel any better!”

You woke up early in the morning, feeling arms wrapped around your waist. You looked over to your boyfriend, Ren, to see he was still sleeping. You two had just started dating maybe a month ago and he clung to you like a lost puppy. You didn’t mind since he was really cute when he did it. He was spooning you and you could barely get out of his arms. Every time that you had moved, he pulled you closer to him. You looked at the clock and saw that you were going to be late for class and carefully pried his hands off of you. He moved and mumbled something incoherent but remained asleep. You slid out of bed and went to the bathroom and got read for the day. You got in the shower washing your body before hopping out and put on some comfortable clothes.

Being in university, made you realize comfort was the only way to not go insane. Once you were dressed you began to brush your teeth while staring in the mirror. You looked down briefly before feeling a pair of arms wrap around your waist and you sighed softly. You looked up to meet Ren’s tired eyes as he placed a kiss to your cheek and you smiled. He reached around you to grab his toothbrush so he could do the same. It was silent as you both did your morning routine. Once you were done brushing your teeth you did your hair finishing it just as he finished brushing his teeth. He then turned you around and gave you that adorable smile that you fell in love with.

He leaned in and captured your lips in a deep, passionate kiss. He easily slipped his tongue past your lips, claiming dominance almost instantly. You slowly wrapped your arms around his neck as he gently pressed you against the counter. You knew exactly where this was leading too so you gently pushed him off of you causing him to break the kiss. He pouted slightly causing you to laugh and peck his lips.

“We got to get to class...”

“I rather spend the day with you...”

“That is easy for you to say because you can easily pay for your classes. I am paying for university out of my own funds. If I miss a day and fail then it’s money down the toilet...” You said and he rolled his eyes.

“Well let me pay for you then... maybe marry me...”

“We are too young to marry.”

“We are twenty now...”

“Yeah...we should be focusing on school before marriage...” You said patting his cheek and he huffed but buried his face into your neck.

“Are you sure there is no other guy?”

“I am positive... I should be questioning you... Mr. Player.”

“Ouch, that was middle school and high school. I am no longer like that...”

“Good, I am a very jealous girlfriend.”

“As I am a jealous boyfriend... something tells me you know the game anyway too well...”

“Oh yeah, if I find out you are playing games... I can play them better.” You stuck your tongue out and he shook his head tightening his arms around you. He showered your face with kisses before letting you go so he could get dressed.

“So after class, homework then date night?”

“I like the sound of that... food and movies. Maybe stay in and order food so we can cuddle. Since we went out last night.”

“Seems fair...”

“Well I got to go, since my class starts before yours.” You said grabbing your bag, and heading out of the door.

“Love you!” He yelled and you smiled to yourself.

“Love you too!” You ran out of the room, jogging your way to class with your book bag over your shoulder. When you finally arrived you were panting because your dorm room and the building where your class was held were 15 minutes away and you had five minutes to make it on time. You groaned, wiping the sweat from your forehead before hearing your phone go off.

You pulled your phone out only to see that your professor had cancelled class because he was sick. You glared at your phone as you heard some of your classmates cheer for not having class.

“Damn, I ran for nothing.” You puffed your cheeks and made your way back to the dorm. You were sure your boyfriend had already gone to class which gave you an idea. You decided you would surprise him. You unlocked your door, and went into the silent room. Just as you expected, you pulled up your syllabus so you could finish your work before working on your plan.

You spent about three hours working on your school work before finally finishing. When you finished, you put your bookbag away and began to cook dinner for Ren. Since it was the weekend and neither of you had classes you could go all out and show him he wasn’t the only romantic one. You cooked his favorite meal as you played music throughout the dormroom. You were going to text him, after he got out of class to let him know to come straight home. He normally picked you up from class but that wouldn’t be necessary today. You smiled as you sang along to the songs that were playing on the radio. When the food was done cooking you let simmer so it wouldn’t burn or get cold before showering again. Once you were done, you put on your favorite lingerie set that you bought a while back before dating Ren. You were excited to finally use it. You then put on his favorite dress that he loved so much before adding a pair of heels. You did your make up, and hair before going back to the kitchen. You looked at the clock and saw that he would be getting out of class. You sent him a text before quickly decorating the dorm room.

To: Rennie

From: (Y/N)

‘Hey love, come straight home...my professor cancelled classes today due to being sick...’

To: Princess

From: Ren

‘Okay, see you in fifteen minutes. Love you...’

You placed the phone away before dimming the lights and lighting candles. You then began to play some slow music before setting up the table with the different types of food you made. You were excited since this was something you always wanted to do. You went to the bedroom, and decorated the room before doing the same with the lights and candles. You went to the kitchen and stood by the door as you waited for him.

You heard the front door unlock before Ren called for your name. He came into the kitchen and dropped his bag as he was shocked by the decoration and food. That look wasn’t even compared to what he gave you though when he looked you up and down.

“(Y/N)? What is all of this?” He asked and you walked up to him and pressed your lips to his. He instantly kissed back wrapping his arms around your waist and you giggled slightly pulling away.

“Well, you always plan the dates... so I wanted to do something special for you. Since I had the entire day to myself, I figured why not?” You said and he held you close kissing your glossed lips.

“If it wasn’t for the fact you put in so much effort to do this, I would have already taken you out to show you off to the world.” You laughed at that before shaking your head and pulled him to the table.

“I don’t need to be shown off. I just want to be with you...” He smiled sitting down and you sat across from him.

“So no movies and take out?”

“ I have something else planned...” You said with a smile and he shook his head with a smile.

“Care to enlighten me...”

“It’s a secret... why would I tell you we haven’t even eaten yet.” You grinned and he laughed softly, shaking his head.

“Fine, fine... the food smells amazing by the way... I didn’t know you could cook.”

“You never give me a chance too...”

“I may have to start allowing you to cook then...” You stuck your tongue out at him before motioning him to eat. You both began to eat, he talked about his day before flirting with you which made you laugh. It was nice having a night with Ren and seeing him completely relaxed with you. You knew he was a good person, despite the warnings you got from people about him.

When you both finished eating he got up and offered you his hand which you took confused. He led you to the living room area, and pulled you close.

“This may not have been part of your plan, but can I have this dance?”

“Of course...” You smiled as he held you close as you both danced slowly to the music. You met his eyes and he leaned down and captured your lips in a gentle yet passionate kiss. No matter how many times this man kissed you, it made your stomach fill with butterflies. You flushed slightly as you let him dominate your mouth.

“Are you ever going to confess?” Aron asks, rolling his eyes at his band mate’s behavior.

“I might....we’ll see how dinner tonight goes,” Ren says as he tells you that he’ll pick you up at 5:30pm.

“You should do it soon,” Baekho says gently.

“I know...I’ll try.”

“Any idea what you'll say?” Minhyun asks.

“Not really. Just something from the heart,” Ren admits, pocketing his phone before getting up. It's almost three o’clock, but he decides to get ready. Normally he’s very comfortable about meeting with you, you’re basically his best friend, but now with the idea of telling you he feels more than friendship for you has him nervous. He’s sure your friendship would recover if you don’t feel the same, but that doesn’t really lessen the worry.

He tries to think of something he can say to you about how he feels, but nothing feels quite right. Sooner than he would like he’s headed to your home to pick you up. You’re dressed in one of your favorite outfits, a lovely smile on your face as you get in the car. “You look great,” he tells you.

“You too,” you blush as he begins to drive. “So where are we headed?”

“I was thinking we could go to your favorite restaurant,” he shrugs. You aren’t about to protest to that. You simply start chatting about your day, and Ren listens intently while making the occasional comment. Sometimes it surprises you that he can be so interested in talking to someone as ordinary as yourself. He always assures you that your stories are more interesting than you think.

The two of you quickly order your usuals after you’re seated. Your chatter continuing as though there was never an interruption. The two of you could always talk about anything and everything. It was always so nice. When the food arrives, you both offer each other some of your own food.

“What a cute couple,” someone nearby comments, making the both of you smile.

Now was his chance.

“____________,” he starts, working to swallow his food. “For a long time, I’ve been-” he stops suddenly, feeling a lump in his throat. He tries to clear it only making things worse. He starts to cough, making your eyes go wide as he tries to drink water.

“He’s choking!” You cry out as he continues to cough. As soon as the words leave your mouth, a woman steps in, maneuvering so that after a moment Ren spits out the food.

“Thank you,” he whizzes before the woman returns to her table.

“Are you okay?”

“I’m okay...we should probably get going,” he says slowly, still trying to catch his breath. You don’t protest as he pays the bill and heads to your house. The drive is quiet until you say your goodbyes.

Ren doesn’t say a word to the guys as he enters the dorm and flops into bed.

The only communication he has with you for a fews days are short worded texts. Unable to take his strange attitude, you head over to the Nu’est dorm. JR lets you in without question. You greet the group before pulling Ren into his room. “What’s with you?” You ask, getting straight to the point. “And don’t say you’ve been busy.”

“Nothing’s with me.”

“You barely send more than two sentences when I message you ever since we went out. Are you...embarrassed because you choked?”

He’s silent for a moment before giving a slow nod.

“There’s no reason to be embarrassed. Accidents happen. What matters is that you’re okay,” you assure him, wrapping him in a tight hug. “Now can I please have my best friend talk to me?”

He holds you tightly. “Of course. Do you want to stay and watch a movie with me?”

“Will you make popcorn?”

“Sure, pick something for us,” he tells you and you quickly move to his movie collection. You know the password to his laptop and will be able to get things settled, so he steps out to prepare the snacks and grab two bottles of water. Now was a second chance to tell you how he feels. He can do this.

As he steps back into the room he feels the world shift and popcorn flies everywhere as his body hits the floor. “Are you okay?” you ask, and he can hear you trying not to laugh. He gives a small nod as you move from the bed and help him to clean up.

He tries not to let it get to him, but he’s quieter than normal during the movie. When it finishes you quickly tell him he has no need to be embarrassed. “It’s cute,” you tell him.

“You really think so?”

“Yes. So you better text me,” you order before saying goodbye to the others.

With your words in mind, he starts to form a plan. He doesn’t talk to you as much, nervous he will spoil the surprise. But when he asks you to go on a picnic with him, you’re glad he isn’t beating himself up over his rotten luck later.

He sets everything out on the blanket before clearing his throat. “I’ve been having some bad luck lately, but I hope I can turn that around. _____________, can I give you something to help my luck around you?”

“Sure.”

“Before you accept my charm, I want you to know what it means. If you refuse, that’s okay too.”

“Ok,” you say slowly, unsure what he means.

He gently takes your hand. “For the last few days I have been trying to tell you how I feel, but I’ve made a fool of myself everything time. Regardless, when I’m with you I feel like the luckiest man on the planet. I’m grateful to call you my best friend and be called your best friend in return. But I would be honored to be called your boyfriend..._______, would you go out with me?”

Before you can stop yourself you tackle him in a hug, nearly making him fall back against the ground. “Yes.”

Gently, he shifts so the two of you are sitting up and so he can pull a small box from his pocket. Carefully he pulls out a small silver chain and loops it around your neck. Gently your hand comes to rest on the small four leaf clover as you smile at Ren.

“My luck already feels like it’s changing.”

“Good, I would hate for my boyfriend to choke,” you tease.

You had your headphones in as you were doing homework. You had always kept to yourself due to your personality of being shy and quiet. You tried to keep your head down so you didn’t cause much attention but it was hard to do when your grades were right underneath Asano Gakushuu. So people had started to admire you, and coo at how adorable you were including the Big Five, well everyone but Asano.

Today was no different, you found an isolated spot in the library so no one could find you. You were listening to (F/S), while doing math homework. So when someone covered your eyes, you stiffened and removed your headphones. That’s when you heard a familiar laugh fill your ears, which made you blush a dark shade of red.

“Guess who...” You went to remove his hands from your eyes but Ren leaned close to your ear.

“Guess first gorgeous...”

“R-Ren please. I am trying to do my homework.” You said , and Ren removed his hands from your eyes. He proceeded to place a kiss on your cheek which only made your blush darken.

“You are so cute, are you sure you are single?” Ren said and you buried your face into your math book, but Ren turned your face to him.

“I-I am pretty sure...”

“Then let me have your relationship status.” Ren smirked and close to your face.

“Ren!” You almost fell out of your chair, but Ren grabbed your waist pulling you into his chest. Your head laid against his chest and his head was on top of yours.

“Are you okay?” He asked and you nodded your head

“Yes, t-thank you for catching me.” You said and Ren kissed your forehead.

“Anything for my future princess and girlfriend.”

:What do you mean your future princess and girlfriend?” You asked and Ren only grinned at your confused face. He stroked your hair behind your ear and brushed his lips against yours.

“I like you (Y/N), I want you to be my girlfriend.”

“Why me?” You asked skeptical and Ren pulled you into his lap and pecked your cheek.

“Lets see, you are beautiful, smart, sweet, you are just perfect. No, that’s not me just being a flirt. My feelings are genuine.” Ren said which made you hide your face in his chest, he tilted your head back up and held your chin still. He then leaned down and captured your lips ina sweet yet passionate kiss. Your eyes had widened in shock and you gripped his school uniform shirt tightly. He nibbled on your bottom lip, so he could gain access to your mouth, which you granted.

You let a small gasp out and he began to dominate your mouth with his tongue, exploring the foreign territory. Ren became intoxicated by the kiss, and you began to shake against him so he gently gripped your hands, lacing your fingers as you both continued to make out. You tried to part away but Ren only pressed your back against the table since you were on his lap trapping you.

The way his tongue worked made you let a small moan escape your lips. You tried to push him away before any more embarrassing sounds escaped but he refused. You turned your head trying to break the kiss but that only made him attack your neck.

“R-Ren, please we are in.. ahh...ahhh public. People are staring...” You tried to reason but his hands began to roam your body.

“Let them watch, so they know who you belong to... Go out with me (Y/N)... be my girlfriend.”

“O-Okay, but please stop this is embarrassing. We are in public and can get into a lot of trouble.” You said and Ren wrapped an arm around your waist and laid his head on his shoulder.

“We should go somewhere private then, so we can continue.” He said placing a kiss to your neck again and you clung to him trying to hide your red face.

“I have homework...” You said and Ren captured your lips again smiling as he pulled you into his lap.

“Alright let’s work on it together.” Ren stated which caused you to blush and nod your head. You oth began to start your homework which distracted you even more. He would occasionally nibble on your earlobe, and his free hand would trail up your skirt. You would push his hand away but he was more persistent.

“Ren, stop.” You said finishing the last questions and Ren nuzzled your neck.

“But (Y/N)...”

“Ren...”

“Okay I will stop for now princess... maybe...” He said settling to wrap his arms around your waist. You hid your face in his chest and he would whisper sweet, perverted and random things in your ear.

“I see, you finally have her, and distract her from her studies.” You looked up to see the rest of the Big Five.

“Oh, Asano... she finished her homework, so no distractions here.’ Ren said with a grin as he nuzzled your hair and you tried to escape his hold with your face turning a bright red.

“If that’s the case, go home. You are distracting everyone else...” Asano said rolling his eyes, and you took this chance to escape the embarrassment. Ren frowned when you got up and packed your bags to leave. When you finished, you bowed to Asano and rushed out of the library, Ren running after you.

“Hey, what’s the rush?” Ren said wrapping an arm around your waist and pulling you close.

“That was too much attention for me.” you admitted and he took your hand in his.

“You will get use to it, just stay by my side (Y/N).” Ren kissed your cheek and you smiled shyly looking up at him.

“Okay, you won’t give me much choice anyway.” He smiled leaning down and capturing your lips in a passionate yet gentle kiss. You blushed but gripped his shirt pulling him closer to you.

“You are so cute.” He said as you both continued to walk to your home. When you both arrived, you unlocked the door and invited him in.

“Mts are on a business trip so you can come in.” You stated and he walked in, you both made your way to your bedroom before kicking your shoes off. Ren did the same before wrapping his arms around your waist from behind and laid his head on top of your shoulder.

“We are in your room alone, I can think of so many things we can do... we can be innocent or get as naughty as we want.” He whispered in your ear making your face row extremely hot, he chuckled since he could feel the heat radiating off of your face. He began to kiss your neck softly making you shiver and lean against him.

“R-Ren...”

“I was joking (Y/N), I know you aren’t ready. Let’s watch a movie...” Ren said grabbing your remote and pulling you on top of the bed. You laid your head on his chest as you let him choose the movie, once he found one he wrapped both of his arms around you. His free hand began stroking your hair, and you felt warmth surround you.

“I love you Ren...”

“I love you too.”

You stood there looking at your now ex-boyfriend, Ren. You weren’t surprised that he broke it off with you, because you had every intention of breaking up with him. What pissed you off was him saying that he only used you for one thing. Truth was, you already knew he was using you for sex. Hell, you were using him too and he only helped you clear everything up.

“I was only using you for one thing, now that I got it. We are over. You were just another name to add to my bucket list to cross off.” He said in front of the entire class and you couldn’t help but laugh. This caused Ren to look at you confused as to why you were laughing.

“Great, I am glad you broke up with me... I was also using you... I needed you to clear something up for me. You did, so thanks...” You said walking to the nearest female, who looked so timid and shy. Ren looked at you confused, as you took her face into your hands and pressed your lips against hers. You had gotten about 43 hits in, before the girl nearly passed out stuttering your name. The entire class gasped in absolute shock and Ren felt like he had just gotten hit by a hard blow.

“Yepp, I am gay...100% gay... Thanks Ren for clearing that up. Babe, thanks for understanding. You are the only one for me.” You turned to your girlfriend of two years and she nodded shyly looking down.

“BABE!?”

“HOW LONG HAVE YOU AND (Gf/N) been dating?”

“Wait so she just wanted to see if she was interested in guys so she used Ren?”

“So in reality, (Y/N) got the last laugh...”

“Actually, it wasn’t me who wanted to know. I knew I wasn’t attracted to guys. It was (GF/N)’s idea. She wanted to see, but I don’t think she doubts me anymore.”

“N-No, I don’t... I am sorry I made you go through that... You even had to...”

“It’s okay, just know you owe me....” You said nudging her with your waist and the Big Five stood there frozen including Gakushuu. You pecked her lips again before grinning at Ren who began to wonder about everything that had happened.

“So you see Ren, all the times we had sex... I was faking. I am absolutely not interested in guys. I only did that with you because she wanted to see if I was 100% gay or bi-sexual.” You said, and the guys that were your classmates began to have dirty thoughts.

“Whoa, that’s hot...”

“Forbidden Love... is always hot...”

“Damn it, I wanted her... (GF/N) is so lucky.” Another girl said, and you realized that some of the girls were attracted to you.

“Sorry ladies, (GF/N) has my heart...” You said and she clung to you not liking the attention so you held her hand and walked out of class since it was the end of the day. You passed Ren and flipped your hair, knowing he regretted his decisions.

“What the fuck?” Was all Ren could say as he watched you leave with your girlfriend.

“You were just played at your own game, Ren. Maybe you should stop playing games.” Gakushuu said and Ren groaned slightly, slapping his own face.