meta: this far out from campaign one events, how is vax feeling now about everything that happened? become the champion for RQ and such.
send me a topic to write a meta about my muse on // still open?
Right now, with my headcanons and how everything has panned out, with it being twenty to twenty five years out from the first campaign?
Vax’ildan literally doesn’t know who he is anymore. All he knows is that he is the Champion of the Raven Queen. The one who helps find those who abuse the powers and mistreats the Raven Queen’s name. He searches for them, brings them down and hopes She is pleased. Vax doesn’t remember Vex. He doesn’t remember Scanlan, or Percy, or Grog or Pike.
Vax doesn’t even remember Keyleth.
In the first thread I ever did with @tempestvoice, it was five and a half years. And even then, he was having memory problems. I took from the Raven Knight a ton of inspiration because it specifically states that as you become this all-powerful being, you begin to forget who you were on the Material Plane. So, the longer you’re in the Shadowfell, the less you have of yourself from the Material Plane. And vice versa. Things start to click back together. It’s easy to forget, but it’s harder to remember.
Especially with so many emotions surrounding that place for Vax.
It’s also a damn good excuse for me to write angst and have Karak for @kiernlight because i love them so much oh my god.
Uh, so...TL;DR Because of a Pathfinder thing and because it hurts so much more.