#relationshipsuck

guys, he sick again hoft! what is wrong with his body?!! omygod, im tired being ignored. i just enjoyed a week with his love, and attention. then he got sick, again. what happened.... God r u testing me again?? or is this kinda punishment for me????? please, make it stop. it hurts and hard....

the most hurt when he sicks is... i cant ask his brother when he did not reply my message. like i deserve for news about him, does he get in to the hospital? or is he just take a loooong sleep. or what.. i know he is sick, but can he at least think about me??? comeon he is a boy with a girlfriend, not a single boy. he cant just leave his phone like this!!! 

ive called him a thousand times, spam his whatsapp. and i dont get reply/call back... man what kind of torture is thisssss!! please, make it stop. this is just hard :(((( for once in a time i want to be loved and cared by him, not always get ignored like this.