#relapse time

Why not at least numb the roiling in my gut and the flames searing the space between skin and bone.

Why is my sister, the victim of the most abuse in our family this generation, threatening to out me to mom if I get clarity on some stuff that happened when we were younger. Girl the behaviour is not acceptable and if all the adults were in on it maybe we should know so they don't get to take it to the grave with them. If I didn't need my phone to stay turned on I'd out myself and be done with it this is freak behaviour. Don't message me at midnight to not talk to our uncle vaguely shut ur fat fucking mouth. I try to be woke but every family drug addict I've ever been around is a complete psychopath even when sober I just can't get around it. Freak fucking behaviour because our uncle didn't even respond to me but if he told her I was asking I'm already the fucking outsider on this one. Swear to God the second I get my own phone plan set up I'm burning all the bridges with my family and finding a therapist who wants to write a book on generational abuse. She's also already outed me once when I was a lesbian so like I know she'd do it. Where's the solidarity you brat go do drugs abt it like the rest of us.