Iāve spent the whole day sleeping and thinking. The sleep was good, since I tend to have nightmares at night and no dreams during the day. But thinking substituted the nightmares. I have my head stuck on being unemployed, the world being in this chaotic possible nuclear state and my social mediaās being obsessed with jeffery dahmer. I feel so drained. All I want is to eat pho with my dearest friend, visit our favourite Japanese book store and share salacious stories that weāve been saving since our last hang out session. I want to enjoy fall before winter comes with its seasonal depression. But I feel like Iām being devoured by my sickness, and the worldās dark energy.















