I wanna reenlist, on your wait list of opportunity. Recruit me for a lifetime or for a one time trial or two. If you lose heart or need some shelter from the storm of life, I've got a shoulder for you to rest your head on. I wish I had known the perks of being your soldier, these trenches never used to seem like a prison. Your kiss silenced the explosions and your eyes blinded me from the darkness of the world. I miss having someone to be worth coming home for. And when I lost myself, you let me rest in who you were till the amnesia lifted and I fell in love with you all over again, like the first time. Why were the fireworks pretty to the sight, yet they weren't strong enough to ward off the depression that soon took over my soul? Why would I give up a sunset for glow in the dark stars on a ceiling. Pretending like I pulled myself together, but I hide among these walls. Afraid that the sunrise will unveil that the empty side of the bed means you arent there. -I. Calais