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Water, coffee, half a monster, hydroglyph.

Carl Alexandrè

From a fever to a kiss, such frivolousness they insist.

Best support team ever!!!

I need to be better.

1. I'm not going to go into lurid details, but sometimes breaking up with someone is an organized hit. They do things to you that are absolutely painful, intentionally and almost passive agressively. Honestly, I'm fine with being broken up, but quite frankly the way that all of this happened is now starting to feel really shity to me. But I guess if you're going to try to be the bigger person and remain acquaintances, you should be prepared for what you see on social media. 2. Which, isn't turning my stomach quite as much as the pizza that I just consumed after not having any bread products for weeks. Yeah, I know I cheated on my diet and I'm pissed at myself now. Tomorrow I'll hit the reset button, and this urge has passed..... That is if my stomach will allow me to keep it down. 3. We recorded nine rough tracks this weekend of stuff that are going to become new songs, and for that I'm very excited. A lot of these tracks have potential to becoming radio Worthy, and a lot higher than the quality that we have done before. I often worry about having done so many covers and put them out on the internet, that I'll get judged for the shity recordings that are out there of me playing songs that I really like. But I guess it really isn't much of anything I can do about it now, except for two release better stuff. 4. And speaking of music, it looks like we're going to be able to play a very cool local show and film it, and at the damn thing, and use it as a submission for South by Southwest. If I've mentioned it before, I'm sorry. But, I think it's going to be a lot of fun to make, and even just use it for getting gigs that are little bit bigger outside of our area. 5. So tomorrow is my big day I'm going in and seeing the orthopedic surgeon for a consult on my knee. I'm kind of nervous about it, but on the same token I'm also relieved that there's progress being made on getting my health back up to par. Minus my stupid little slip up this evening, I've managed to lose over 20 pounds, my pants are fitting better, and I physically feel better. I know that once I get my knee back into shape, I'll be able to hit the gym and the weight will fall off. Then, and only then, can I actually feel like I'm making some progress that should have been made a long time ago. No excuses, right? 6. Okay, I'm going to ask for some bizarre advice..... So I've read a lot of your blogs, especially those who are single or in the dating world, and I've put myself out there on a couple of dating sites. I know it's fresh, I know I should probably take some time and do something for myself, but I kind of feel like I just would like to have a fun relationship again. Someone who lives reasonably close, someone who likes some of the same stuff that I do, just a companion really. Most of my friends are coupled up, or have really nice girlfriends, and I'm honestly just needing to get human interaction. So here's my question.... Did you guys find any luck with the dating apps? Many moons ago, I tried Tinder and I still have a Tinder account. I went one for two on my dates. One we absolutely didn't work out, but number two was really cool and we only chose not to date because of the distance between the two of us. So what do you think, does anybody have any opinions on one over the other that might work better? 7. Thanks for listening to me for the last 2 weeks after my breakup. I know I may have sounded like a bit of a Debbie Downer, and I'm really trying not to be that guy, so I just wanted to say thank you once again for all of you who have reached out and show me some serious love. I know that a lot of you are hurting in so many ways that are much worse than mine, and it kind of makes me feel like an asshole for even saying anything so I really wanted to just say thank you. You are truly wonderful, and I hope you have a truly wonderful week!