#rebury

変わらないでほしい

kawaranaide hoshii

I don't want things to change

(x2)

なんて　期待が痛くてたまらないんだよ

nante kitai ga itakute tamaranainda yo

My hopes let me down so bad I can't take it

聖者じゃないんだ悪いね

seija nainda warui ne

Sorry I'm no saint

愛する人が揺らぎまくってる

ai suru hito ga yuragi makutteru

My beloved is trembling

殺したいやつは5人いる

koroshitai yatsu wa go nin iru

There are 5 guys I wish I could kill

「知らん　ウザイ　興味無い」ってふりしても

shiran uzai kyoumi nai tte furishitemo

"Don't care" "Annoying" "Not interested" Even if I shake all that off

気取り切れんのが　本心で

kidori kiren no ga honshin de

Unable to keep up pretenses, acting in earnest

したいことしたって孤独は怖いんだよ

shitai koto shitatte kodoku wa kowainda yo

Even though I long for it, I'm afraid of isolation

1人でも多くここに居て

hitori demo ooku koko ni ite

Even if it's just one person, please stay here

どうだっていい　と投げ出せない

dou datte ii to nagedasenai

Whatever, I can't give up anything

正解無い問を右往左往

seikai nai toi wo uousaou

Going back and forth on a question that has no answer

後悔ないようにしゃんと伸ばす

koukai nai you ni shanto nobasu

I'll carry myself proudly so I don't have any regrets

背筋の代わりの　この歌が

sesuji no kawari no kono uta ga

Not by my posture, but rather through this song

分かんないなら分かるまで続く日々よ

wakannai nara wakaru made tsuzuku hibi yo

If you don't get it, I'll continue day after day until you do

変わらないでほしい

kawaranaide hoshii

I don't want things to change

(repeat)

だけど　不安で震えが止まらないんだよ

dakedo fuan de furue ga tomaranainda yo

But I can't stop shaking from anxiety

勇者じゃないのは　悪いか

yuusha ja nai no wa warui ka

Is it bad to not be the hero, I wonder

案じることは　己自身だけ

anjiru koto wa ore jishin dake

I'm only worried about myself

殴りたいやつも殴れずに

naguritai yatsu mo nagurezu ni

Without picking fights with the people I want to hit

ただ暗い狭い部屋で打った文字やら

tada kurai semai heya de utta moji yara

Just striking out words in a dark, cramped room*

枯らしてもなお搾った気管や

karashitemo nao shibotta kikan ya

Even though nothing was coming out, I strained my windpipe

僕を生かした手紙の意味が

boku wo ikashita tegami no imi ga

The meaning of the letter that kept me alive

死ぬまではきっとここに居よう

shinu made wa kitto koko ni iyou

Will surely stay here until we die

どうだっていい　と投げ出せない

dou datte ii to nagedasenai

Whatever, I can't give up anything

性格を恨もう　どこまでも

seikaku wo uramou dokomade mo

Wherever I go, I resent my character

冗談じゃないと　食い縛る

joudan ja nai to kui shibaru

I'm not kidding, I'll grit down

奥歯の　代わりは　この歌か、も

okuba no kawari wa kono uta ka mo

Not on my molars, but rather through this song

わかんねえ　もうわかんねえよ

wakannee mou wakanneeyo

I don't get it man, I just don't get it

訳わかんねえことや奴ばっか

wake wakannee koto ya yatsu bakka

I can't understand anything or anyone at all

僕はわかんないから　もういいとして

boku wa wakannai kara mou ii toshite

I don't get it, so forget about it

訳わかんないこともそのままで

wake wakannai koto mo sono mama de

I'll keep it pushing, alongside what I don't understand

変わんないから変わんないでいてくれよ　ただ

kawannai kara kawannai de ite kureyo tada

I wont change, so just stay with me without changing either, I just-

変わらないでほしい

kawaranaide hoshii

I don't want things to change

(repeat)

馬鹿にされても

baka ni saretemo

Even if I'm ridiculed

情けなくても

nasakenakutemo

Even if it's pathetic

くだらなくても

kudaranakutemo

Even if it's ridiculous

やるせなくても

yarusenakutemo

Even if I'm miserable

クソダサくても

kuso dasakutemo

Even if it makes me a fucking coward

負け続けても

make tsuzuketemo

Even if I keep taking hit after hit

野垂れ死んでも

notarejindemo

Even if I die like dog

変わらないでよ

kawaranaideyo

Don't change

変わらないでほしい

kawaranaide hoshii

I don't want things to change

Translation notes:

Lots of phrases I had to look up in this one... I feel mostly confident now but hopefully it's okay overall.