Pls can someone tell my brain it won’t solve all of my problems and find an answer to all of my questions and doubts by keeping me up at night please and thank you
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Pls can someone tell my brain it won’t solve all of my problems and find an answer to all of my questions and doubts by keeping me up at night please and thank you

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I was deep down the historical research rabbit hole (again) for HBS AND THANK GOD I WENT BACK TO IT. Because I found something that 1) solved 90% of my issues regarding a tiny detail of a very important plotline and 2) gave me another (better) idea for it.
You’ll see it next chapter btw
I’m having issues with the new HBS chapter again I wanna rip my hair off my head.
It was almost done. 5k words’ worth of chapter. It was a beast. It took all my energy. I went on a writing spree that never seemed to end. Then I took a step back from it for a week, and now I hate it. I just feel like I’m never going to live up to what I did with Act One. Like my writing abilities shrunk — which makes sense, since I had so little time to write over the last year.
My main issue is the first part of the chapter, which covers the first 1.5k words. It feels fake. Soulless. I’m cringing at myself. So today I started editing it, and I deleted some unnecessary stuff. Didn’t work. And I can’t just cut it off, cause it’s a very important part for the story.
Also I can’t help but feel like I’m very repetitive, especially when it comes to actions between dialogues. I’m very demotivated and pms is definitely not helping me lmao.
Ignore me I needed to ramble about it.
As a non-native speaker, one of the things I struggle the most is knowing when the past perfect tenses are being too much and I need to switch to simple past. It’s the bane of my existence. I’m looking at my draft like what the fuck should I do with you
And it’s not as simple as “does this action take place before another action in the past?”, it’s a bit more complicated as it’s basically all psychological narration. Jesus.
LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN
In January a new show will be out ad GUESS WHAT?? Nina and Sebastian’s face claims are going to be in it. And it’s an historical series set throughout the 1900s, from 1917 on. CAN YOU IMAGINE THE MATERIAL I’LL BE ABLE TO WORK WITH???
I read about this a month ago or something but I wasn’t sure whether I could allow myself to freak out yet cause there wasn’t much info about it. But IT’S TRUE. The universe is working in my favour, for once.
And if this isn’t a sign that I made the right choice by actually creating Seb, I don’t know what this is.

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Can we talk about how hard it is when you try to be friendly and kind despite your introvert (even a bit detached) nature — because, yk, people have feelings you don’t wanna hurt if you’re a decent person — and then they just have to test your fucking patience and you’re this 🤏🤏🤏🤏🤏🤏 close to say fuck it and say what actually is on your mind and possibly make them cry?
My brain is plotting against me at this point I CAN’T FUCKING WRITE. Feels like I’ve lost the fucking ability to. I look at my draft and it’s terrible. Pure shit. And I don’t know how to fix it. And it just takes away all my motivation.
If I get through this week without lashing out on someone it’ll be a fucking miracle