#reading repcomm

Not sure what I think about him except that I dislike him for Atin’s sake which has very little to do with a three dimensional character and more with the fact that I just really like Atin .

Apparently monogamy is not that big of a deal for mandalorians or so the fist paragraph of this chapter has told me. Which Hase some interesting implications. Or more makes me have questions about in which way it is practiced. Is it more an open relationship type of thing, or a poly thing, both dependent on the person and relationship?

For everybody wondering why it has taken me two months to get my hands on these books. I originally didn’t want to buy them but turns out neither wanted my library which I lerne like month after requesting them. (They are too old to buy for them) then I kind of procrastinated and finally bought the during a sail on a second hand book website.

I’m currently reading something else so you have to wait a little for me to continue my commentary should anyone still care to read it.

Etain has changed over the year. She is kind of less insecure but not really. She still worries, still thinks she is not good enough but less anxiously if you understand what I mean. I love how she interacts with the clones and how there are some parallels in how Kal sees the clones and how she does it.

So Kal, I think I made up my mind, I like him. So far he seems like a decent person, not a good one he has flaws but he cares and that is what currently matters to me.

I understand why his sons declared Kal dar’buir. This is not to say I dislike him or think he is not good for the clones and a good father to them, but he certainly wasn’t to his own (blood) children, even if that just means that he couldn’t take care of them and interact with them in away they needed, and that maybe wasn’t compatible with the Mandalorians culture.

I honestly wasn’t surprised that that happened, but I’m kind of happy that he is able to see that he fucked up in that regard. Not every parent is capable of grasping that fact.

I start to be really found of the way Darman sees the world. his childish wonder about nature is balm to my soul.

Jinart is defiantly some sort of Jedi or force user who gets visions. The way she just kind of took on Etain is brilliant, the scene where she basically says she wants to train Etain but that is not her place was one I really liked.