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Double sunshine days ✨☀️ 5.55

In exactly a month from today, it will have been a year since my very best friend said goodbye and took his last breath. Said his last word. Prayed his final prayer. Now I pray that he is with god forever and always. Right by his side. Rayshawn, not a day goes by that you don’t cross my mind. When I do something new and exciting, all I can think is that you wont get the chance to do it with me. Every time I get myself into trouble, I think of how I would call you and you would listen to me vent and give me advice on what I should do. When I have boy problems I would ask your opinion and you wouldnt hold back. Now all I can do his look to your picture on my wall and hope that you hear my prayers. Sometimes, I sit back and wonder, “what would life have been like if you hadn't gotten sick?” ‘Would we still be best friends?’ ‘What would your personality be?’ But the truth of the matter is it happened. You fought. Long and hard. But god decided to take away your pain. I miss you everyday...I long for the day I will be able to hear your voice again, embrace you again, and be able to say we will be friends forever and know that it is true.