#rawrs.

˚₊‧꒰ა 🐬 🫧 🐟 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ -> A PAINED GASP .. left her. followed by a wheezy intake of breath. it wasn't like they plan to get into trouble. it usually just found them. the doctor and elenore. always in the middle of something. she had been poisoned. with something bad. the doctor had something to help - but they had told her it would feel WORSE than the poison itself. ellie didn't have a choice though. it was either be dead in an hour or ride through the effects together. but it hurt. hurt real bad. it was like she was going cold turkey. like she had been on the drug all her life. ellie was curled up on her side. her room was an ice block. the TARDIS making it as cool as possible so she didn't over heat. body curled tightly in on itself as she could on her bed - skin slick with sweat and her hands gripped onto the doctor. she tried to laugh. but that caused her chest to constrict and she moaned. pushing him away slightly - ellie took a deeper breath in - looking up at him , before she winced. ❝ i - i know. ❞ she mumbled. finding herself chasing his touch however. she pushed her forehead back against his. ❝ just - just have to ride through it. ❞ she whined.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

woke up, lazied around. :) 

updated on my Sunday dramas (I basically took ~20 minutes to skim everything, lol.) Nothing's good these days...

Bothered people.

Did random stuff, went and get bbq for lunch. :) 

stayed off the computer, so I don't feel too bad for not doing hw. 

Idk. I felt lightheaded throughout the whole day ... ( and blacked out for a few seconds..ha. ha.) 

:| PMSing = %@^#*@# Hi. @_@

I was productive for a good few hours; it was amazing.. because I was just being a working machine. ^0^ 

Hm. I think I took a 30 minute nap, then started working again.

I didn't feel like eating dinner. :| 

Then I slacked off for a couple of hours. :< Playing games, chatting, tumblr, fb, yt, doing everything but nothing, omfg, efff me. 

LOL. By the time I force myself to work again, it was effing 11. :( I was so tired. :| I couldn't study. So, I just stared at the textbook until I went to sleep.

Monday, January 6, 2012

seriously slacking off now. :| Wtf is wrong with me, lol. >:o Someone slap some senses into me. :'B

but honestly, I was really tired this morning. Sighs. I hate the days when you have to drag yourself out of bed. :( 

:'| I don't even give a f- about my exams anymore. :I What I know, I know. What I don't..forget it. :')

Hm, I got another cut while doing physics lab today. Lol..wtf. :"( Must be more careful.

No lunch again. --___-- yay.

Tutee wants to meet tomorrow. I am tired, I need a break... lol.

:| I "semi-slept" through L&P. LOL. The other half, I was going through tumblr with S, harharhahr. LOLOL. so chill (more work to catch up..LOL) 

home. :) early. sooooo niceeeee.

I don't plan on studying, hwing, doing anything tonight. I am just bleeh, I can't even type coherently. I deserve a break. ^o^ 

Chill night ♥ 

:) 

random fact. I found out my eraser is made by "TaeYangIS" LOL. Idek, I found that amusing. 

Edit. I finally installed all my apps onto my new phone and sorted them. /dancedance LOL. Got that "Where's My Water" game S recommended, plus a bunch of other new games. ^0^ And S! :| I finally redownloaded Words with Friends for chu. :")

A: Ate dinner LOL

B: great timing :3

A: Im staring at this fly on laptop...its like rubbing its own butt...

B: WTF........wait. on the internet.. or on your laptop..

A: On my laptop...literally. The screen

B: wtf... free it... :|

A: How??? LOL

B: bring you laptop near the window and shake it IDK! LOL

A: Holy shit its like rubbing its arms now.... Like making fire or something...so fascinating

B: LOLLLLLLLLLLLWTF. OMFG. You're so weird. get out

A: Hush. Its clapping now...LOL, maybe because I'm watching some SISTAR19 ma boy mirrored dance practice....so many body rolls

Omg it ran away...

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B:frozen hands. Okay. I need to warm them first. :3

A: Excuses LOOOL

B: Nuh uh I went to blow dry my hands HARHAHHAR smart :3

A: The fck? Are you done blowing?

B: yes I finished a while ago -_-; lOLOL. It's cold again oh well

A: Do work

B: mkays :3

another happy, chill day. :) 

same stuff, different day. Too many little things to type up. I am lazy and tired right now. @.@

My butt is sore. omfg. rub it for me. LOLLLLLLLJK. 

talking about bucketlist... and M: Let's go skydiving.  Me: NOOO. LOL. T3T 

 uh. idk. oh, my cousins came again. :) 

 ;___; my butt is sore. LOL. 

hi.

^^'' bye. 

I don’t like commitments. I don’t like jumping into something and not knowing where I will end up. Does that make sense? As much as I said, I want that excitement and unknown in my life in the previous post…I fear that unknown. I kind of like staying on my safe and well paved road. LOLLLL.  I am a walking contradiction. T.T Poops.