#rawny

I - this last Sunday - bought what i was told was an ocelot, but later was identified as a Crab-Eating Raccoon skull... i bought her for $100 from a friend that recently took a trip to the Amazon... she has her jaws drilled & tied together, as well as some othe drill holes too, but i think that just gives her more character...

Apparently she is - by several bone people (some experts) - the only crab-eating raccoon they’ve heard of being in the states as part of a private collection... how fantastically lucky i am to have been able to get her! (Btw- i now owe my mom $100 on May 1st - lol)

I have written words that these lips cannot speak

while my thoughts and my beating heart lay here on this sheet of frayed paper

I give up

I give into the lies I've written and the sins that I've read

knowing that they are all mine and are true beneath the seams

sewn into this life without a single tread misplaced

I've been hurt and I've hurt because of my pain

Not realizing that these things return to me

Lifeless trees break so happily

and the wild birds sing in agony

I swear I've loved, but here on this paper there is nothing

No love was written or spoken true

I find myself caught beneath myself, begging to be moved

and yet the only one who hears my cry is myself

whispering salt into my wound

I am certain that this proves that I am a lie

crossing words and writting deathly allegations against the world

but I am the one to blame

No misfortune was brought to me by an anonymous shadow

I've been aware all alone

As I write this heart song, incrusted with doubt and uncertainty

I lay on the ground wishing to return to the original form of me

slowly broken and fading, I wait.

A little cover I did today of Nineteen by Tegan and Sara. Its not the greatest but i still hope you enjoy it anyways ^__^

Lyrics:

I felt you in my legs before I ever met you And when I laid beside you for the first time I told you I feel you in my heart and I don't even know you