#raw hate

i hate my brother, i cannot express how much raw hate i have for him. My phone was stolen today in PE, so i tell my mum and she all like on no thats a shame, well i'll call the phone company and we'll see what we can do, however big brother says "what a dick", i almost ripped his head off. but the thing is, he is always negative; true story yeah, he's sitting there on the couch and i say how was work? .... there is no answer, so i ask again, how was work, he then answers; go away. But this is everyday, when ever im happy and i want to share my good mood with him, he just tells me to fuick off. Ive never really actually done anything to him. i cant be a little annoying sometimes, but seriously. i dont want to be cliche but do i really deserve this? i have been enduring this shit for so long that im beggining to wonder if i would really miss him if he just went... and i dont mean going on holiday with some friends. i also hate that i have a stupid amount of coursework to do and i keep getting distracted by sites like this one and fucking facebook, god that site is so useless, why the hell do i have one GAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!